Imagines by rayraynicki

Lost In His Eyes

I got lost in his eyes....his brown beautiful eyes...so clear..so profound...every time he looks at me i blush and turn away....he continues to stare at me silently with a concerned look on his face as to why i'm not looking into his eyes...I don't deserve to look into his eyes...I've done him wrong. I'm too curious about the girls that he talks to, likes their pictures and leaves comments on IG. I thought I could trust those brown eyes but maybe I can't. Should I be jealous of those girls that he converse with? How come when I post a picture on IG of me he doesn't like or leave a comment. Maybe he doesn't know about it because I don't exist to him. We're supposed to be together but unfortunately that didn't happen. I wake up every morning just thinking about him. What's he doin, who's he seein, who's he talkin too. If I ever find the courage to ask him these questions and he will look into my eyes while his eyes will stare straight into my soul he wouldn't need to me to speak he would just know because I don't keep direct eye contact like he does. Why does he always stare at me like that? Like I'm trying to figure him out, or if i'm untrustworthy of our relationship. It's not even like that I tell myself as i lifted my gaze and try to focus onto his. Are eyes locked with each other as we spoke in eye code. He blinked at me with a smile as his chocolate eyes were saying...

Roc's chocolate eyes: Finally she's looking at me

My eyes Pov: Yea, only because I don't want to seem rude

Roc's chocalate eyes: How come you weren't looking at me?

My eyes POV: Because it's too awful. I'm Awful. All those girls pix you like are WAY more prettier than me. My eyes start to form a fill up. His warm chocolate eyesbegin to change emotions as they were worried.

Roc's Chocolate eyes: Don't cry, daddy's here as roc himself pulled me in towards his chest as i softly just let out all my sorrows...

Roc: *pats me gently* There, there, don't cry baby girl. *looks down at me* What's troubling you so?

Me: How come you don't show any love and attention to any of the pictures i post on IG?

Roc: *caught off guard* That's because I want to keep you on the low so that no man or anybody would know about you. You are my jewel. I want to keep you safe. You're my best kept secret and I don't want TM to lash out on you or to put you thru any stress.

Me: Ok, *sniffs* That's understandable, but why do you comment on all those girls pictures though?

Roc: *shrugs blankly* I don't know,  find them pretty i guess.

My POV: Ugh how typical as i said and pushed myself from away his embrace. I walk away without giving him a second glance

Roc: *shouts behind me* HEY BAE, WHERE ARE YOU GOIN??? I'M JUST TRYING TO PROTECT YOU?

My POV: Yea, you're just trying to protect me. Protect me with your lies and secrets. You're too ashamed to let anyone know about me or my existence. Why do i keep falling for you over and over, think about you constantly, and support you through it all and almost NEVER get the same love and attention as the girls you like and comment on IG about?

P.S. This is just fictional. I get most of my inspiration late at night and i was in the writing mood.