I love his laugh and I love his smile
And ever time I take a while
To remember the good and for get the bad
The memories flood my mind
The tears flood my eyes
I try to keep it in
But this is a secret I've told
I loved him
And it's hard
Hard to let go
When he's gone in a flash
I remember the times when we barely talked
Because I was simply too shy to speak to him
And even after the secret came out
I found it difficult to talk
Maybe because I was breathless
If I could go back
I would talk
I would speak everything on my mind
I wouldn't wait for him to tell me
I would lean over and whisper in his ear "I love you"
But I never did
And I can't now
If I could go back
I would have called him that night
I wouldn't have sent those texts
I still don't know what went wrong
But I do know
That I don't know
Anything
I don't know
What I want to know
I do know
That it's hard
Hard to get over
Someone I loved so much
Someone I thought would always be there for me
Someone who told me they loved me
Someone who I trusted with everything in me
Someone who is so sweet
So kind
So loving
So special
Someone who was gone with the blink of an eye
Because of this person
I cant go home
I want to hear him say
'it's all a joke, it will be okay'
A/N my awful attempt at poetry. Hope you kind of like it. I didn't even edit. I just let my mind control my fingers and my feelings came out.
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