Fun // Tronnor Fanfic (ft. Troyler)

Chapter 1

Troye's POV:

I looked in the mirror, stared at my reflection then took a deep breath. I'd been waiting for this moment for years. I, Troye Sivan Mellet, a random loser from Australia, was going to VidCon.

VidCon being a place where YouTubers with millions of fans would be in one big place, and the fact that I was invited to go was crazy! Everyone had massive audiences and I had only reached 150,000 subscribers recently. I felt like a little goldfish in a tank with sharks and I was gonna get eaten alive. But I tried to keep that negative thought at the back of my mind and just enjoy myself.

I was interrupted from my thoughts by a high-pitched voice calling my name.
"Troye! Troye!!" I turned around, rolling my eyes.
"What, Tyde?" I huffed, slightly pissed off that he messed up my train of thought.
"I'm gonna miss youuuu!" He ran up and hugged me. I smiled and hugged him back. I couldn't stay mad at him for long, he was like a mini me and I loved how he looked up to me, it was cute I guess.

I looked down at him and he was already staring up at me, his dimples extremely visible.
"I'm not gonna be away for THAT long! Calm down, ya muppet!" I chuckled and ruffled his hair. Tyde didn't say anything for a few seconds then darted out of my room. He ran back in a minute later with my laptop, along with my parents, my other brother, Steele and my sister, Sage. Uh oh, this couldn't have been good.

"What are you doing with m-"
"In honour of Troye going to VidCon," Sage announced. "It only makes sense that we watch this!" Tyde flipped the laptop around so that the screen was facing me, and hit play . I immediately grew red and cringed harder than I ever thought was possible.

"Hey guys," the prepubescent boy on the screen squeaked. "It's TroyeSivan18. Um, today I'm gonna be singi-"

No no no no no, not my first video. Anything but that. It was a cover of 'Tell Me Why' by Declan Galbraith that I did in 2007. I would've rather had a cat scratch my eyes out than have to watch that video while surrounded by my family. I slammed the laptop shut and grabbed it from Tyde, nearly cracking the screen in the process.

"Hey, why'd you do that?" Tyde whined, clearly disappointed that he didn't get to see me get embarrassed.
"I refuse to watch that monstrosity of a video, no way is that happening." I stated firmly. Everyone laughed as if it was a joke or something, but I was far from joking.

I needed everyone to leave because I still hadn't finished packing, but I didn't want to be rude and tell them to get out. It was as if my dad had read my mind, because he said, "Are you done packing, Troye?"
"Uh, no actually, I was just about to carry on."
"Oh okay, we'll leave you to it, then. I'm proud of you, love you!" My mum reminded me for the 7th time that day. I smiled nonetheless and hugged her.
"Love you too, mum."

She escorted everyone out of my room, and as they all left, I heard Tyde yelling the lyrics to 'Tell Me Why' on the other side of the door.
"In my dream, children sing a song of love for every boy and girl!!!"
"SHUT UP, IDIOT!" I screamed back.

I walked over to my closet, gathered all of my summer clothes and laid them out on my bed. My suitcase wasn't that big so I had to be careful that I only took what I desperately needed, like my hair products, chargers and such. I tried different combinations of T-Shirts, tank tops and shorts. That was easy enough. The difficult thing was just deciding the shoes and hats that went with them.

I was probably way too excited while packing my clothes, because it would be hot enough to wear shorts and tank tops. In LA it was Summer, but in Perth it was Winter. Although it wasn't particularly cold, I still wanted to be tanned like all the mainstream YouTubers.

I got a bit carried away, and by the time I had packed everything and checked it all 4 times incase I'd forgotten anything, it was already 10:07pm, ugh. I collapsed onto my bed out of pure exhaustion.

I had to get up in around 2 hours and get to the airport by 1:30am latest, because I had to catch a 19-hour flight. I loved Australia with all my heart but it would've always been a problem when you had to travel somewhere far away.

I didn't see any point in sleeping, so I just decided to catch up on the YouTube videos that I missed. Half asleep, I scrolled through my subscriptions, searching for something that was worth my lack of sleep. Summer Haul, no. Q&A, boring. Minecraft, nah. Then something caught my eye.

Ricky Dillon - Someone's Getting Naked Challenge. I really looked up to Ricky so I couldn't NOT watch his video... Oh, who was I kidding? I clicked it because Connor Franta was in it. I mean, yeah, JC Caylen was in the video too, but Connor was my favourite YouTuber of all time. I just loved his humour and editing style and content.

Also, when he stared deep into the camera lense with his sparkling green eyes. And when he smirked. My god, that smirk. It just made my heartbeat go craz- Um, I mean, he's such an inspiration to me, I totally don't have a crush on him. I'm 100% straight, I like girls.

Anyways, I watched Ricky's video, focusing on Connor the whole time. During the first few minutes, I was kinda disappointed that Connor wasn't taking any items of clothing off. N-not that I wanted him to anything, it's just that he hadn't lost any rounds yet, yeah that's why.

My eyes started to flutter shut, but when I noticed that Connor said "Screw these rules!", my eyes shot open. He, then, ripped off his shirt and I immediately felt my face grow hot. I tried so hard to ignore it but I couldn't help it.

Towards the end of the video, JC and Connor had a staring contest and, with my luck, Connor was staring directly into the camera lense (and my soul) while shirtless. SHIRTLESS. My face grew even hotter and I was probably the colour of a damn tomato. That was enough of THAT video.

I closed my laptop, stared up at the ceiling and sighed. Maybe I wasn't straight after all. I'd never really been attracted to girls and it was obvious that Connor had an effect on me. But I couldn't be gay, I just couldn't. I wasn't ready, I didn't know how to handle it, how would my family and friends react?