"Well...this is awkward..." Louis mumbles as we walk hand in hand on our first "date"
"Yeh..." I agree. This was awful. I don't mean hanging out with Louis. He's great, but only as a friend. I would much rather be going in a date with my real boyfriend. And Louis would much rather be hanging out with Ellie.
You see, a few days ago, they got together. Like...TOGETHER together. It's really cute, and I wish management wouldn't make me and Louis date. It's been hard, having to sit beside Louis all the time in interview, hold his hand, stare dreamily into his eyes and tell him how much I love him. Most of the time, I just pretend he's Zayn.
"So...how do we do this?" I ask, nervous, but annoyed at the same time.
"I don't know," Louis replies "I am sorry about this. Really. Management can be really shit sometimes"
"Lets just get this over with yeah?" I say
"Screw management!" Louis growls "lets just say we did it" I sigh
"They're watching..." Louis runs a hand through his hair, frustrated.
"Alright, okay, lets just....ARG!" I put my hands on his shoulders
"Louis! Lets get it over with!" I have to force the words from my mouth "Louis." I say "kiss me."
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Zayn's point of view....
"Zayn! Calm down! You look like you're gonna murder someone!" Niall says, shaking my shoulder. I glance down, noticing my hands clenched into fists, knuckles white. My face must have been thunder.
"Relax mate" Harry says "remember, Mira doesn't want this either"
"But look at them!" I say, waving my hand at Louis and Mira laughing, swinging their hands "they're clearly enjoying this!"
"It's all for the paps!" Harry tells me "the moment they're out if the public eye Mira will be back in your arms and Louis in Ellie's!" I can't help but believe him. Every day Mira comes home and falls into my embrace, and I can't doubt her love. I hate this. I hate management. This is all wrong. Why do they have to kiss?
"Uh...Zayn?" Liam nudges me "look away. It's...uh...time" I groan
"Mira loves you Zayn," Harry says "more than anything"
"And please don't kill Louis afterwards," Niall adds "he doesn't want to do this"
"Yeah whatever!" I mumble, and focus my gaze on dashboard of the car we are all cramped into.
But not before I see Louis and Mira kiss.
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Mira's point of view....
When the kiss touches my lips, I have to stop myself puckering in disgust. It feels so wrong. I shouldn't be kissing Louis. This should be Zayn. I'm not gonna lie, Louis is a decent kisser, but not as good as Zayn.
We kiss long enough to make management happy, and when we're done, a small crowd has gathered. I blush.
"Oh my God!" A little girl squeals "you guys are so cute!" I bend down to her height
"What's your name?" I ask, and the girl nearly faints
"Lilly" she whispers in shock "I'm a massive fan!" I notice she is holding a camera
"Do you want a picture Lilly?" I ask, and she nods vigorously. I hand the camera to Louis and crouch next to the girl, putting an arm around her shoulders and putting on my best smile. The light flashes.
"Oh Lilly?" I startled woman runs up to us "there you are! I told you not to run off! You had Mummy so scared!" She looks at me
"Thanks for finding her dear! Sorry if she's caused you any trouble!" I grin
"Oh no she's been lovely" I say "she's a gorgeous little girl!" The woman takes another look at me, then at Louis, and it dawns on her
"Oh!" She gasps "you're...oh!" She smiles "my daughter is obsessed with you" she takes Lilly's hand "nice meeting you, but Lilly's got a birthday party she's supposed to be at. Thanks again for looking after her!" Lilly hugs me, and whispers in my ear
"Just so you know," she tells me "I think you would be much cuter with Zayn!" She gives me a knowing smile and runs off to follow her mother. Her comment makes me smile. At least someone thinks I should be with Zayn.
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Louis and I walk into the house glumly, none of us having enjoyed the days activities, apart from the Lilly episode. We never do.
"ZAYN!" I yell grumpily "I'M HOME!" Zayn comes running down the hallway and he scoops me up in his arms
"What's up baby girl?" He murmurs in my ear, sensing my mood. I sigh
"I don't know," I say "food, my bed, and you. That's all I need right now" Zayn drops a kiss on my head
"Okay babe," he says "why don't you go to bed and I'll bring you something to eat?" I nod
"Thanks Zayn, you're the best" I kiss him deeply before trudging to our bedroom.
I don't know what to do. I can't pretend to date Louis for much longer. Sooner or later I'm just gonna end up murdering management. I'm with Zayn, so I should be with Zayn! I don't care if we don't go public, just as long as I don't have to 'date' Louis anymore. And that kiss was just too far.
What do I do?
(Hey guys! Sorry these chapters are getting crappier and crappier! I just don't have any time on my hands anymore! Remember to vote, comment, and follow! If you like this story check out my other fan fic 'Peacemaker' and the sequel 'Peacekeeper' they are much better than this one I must say!
Again I'm sorry for disappointing you all with a bad chapter but I will try harder in future!
Love yas!
JustLulu)
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