" 𝐈𝑻'𝐒 𝑩𝐄𝑪𝐀𝐔𝑺𝐄 𝑰 𝐋𝑶𝐕𝑬 𝐘𝑶𝐔 " ྀི ᴛᴏᴍ ᴋᴀᴜʟɪᴛᴢ x ꜰᴇᴍ ᴏᴄ

chapter four.

YOU KNOW WHAT I'M THINKIN', SEE IT IN YOUR EYES

YOU HATE THAT YOU WANT ME

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ྀི

ᵉˡᵉⁿᵃ ʳⁱᶜᶜⁱ

as tom exits the room, my thoughts begin to drift to last night. now thinking about how good his hands felt on my waist, how I fell asleep on his chest, the amount of tension that had built between the two of us last night... and then about how I told my mom I was only staying for a few hours.
for fuck sake.

I couldn't help but begin stressing out. what was my mother going to do? how would she react? oh god.

I walk into the kaulitz kitchen to only see bill. I turn to bill, forcing a smile to fill my face. "where'd Tom go?" I ask curiously, now sitting down next to bill who was on the couch watching TV.

"he went to school, why? you okay?" bill replies, concerned as he faces me. my smile drops as soon as he says that.

"yeah, yeah, I'm fine." I nod reassuringly as everything goes silent besides the TV. why would he just... leave? what a dick.

"elena... I wouldn't trust tom too much... he's my twin and all, but he acts like this with most girls. I don't want you to get hurt." bill states after a long pause. what is he on about?

"I won't bill, don't worry,"I reassure him once again, reinforcing the same smile I forced before, now looking into his eyes. god, he looks just like tom. It's kind of intimidating. "I need to go. my mom doesn't know I spent the night. she is going to kill me the second I walk through that door." I softly chuckle, to which bill nods as he drifts his eyes back towards the TV.

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ྀི

I pull out my phone as I'm leaving the kaulitz house and after saying my goodbyes to bill.

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tom

7:56 AM

you really just left?
me:

Should I have stayed?
tom:

ew, shut up you perv
i'm just surprised you left without saying goodbye.
me:

My bad. Noted for next time.
tom:

who said there's going to be a next time?
me:

𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱

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"jerk." I say to myself before placing my phone back in the back pocket of my worn-out jeans, admiring the nature of the trees around me as an attempt to distract myself from what bil led on earlier. what is he on about? why would I get hurt?