His Love Forever? (BoyxBoy) (PewdieCry)

Still Has Feelings?

Pewds P.O.V

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I saw a man being rushed down the corridor, I couldn't go and see if was Ryan because the nurse was watching me like a hawk.

"Nurse, what is wrong with me?" I asked curiously, my voice was crackly and breaking. My throat was burning ever time I spoke.

"I don't think anything's up with you, just that we're putting food and water into your system. And just checking to see if anything else is wrong," she smiled and got a check board, she handed it to me.

I starred at the blue cold check board, in confusion. If there was nothing wrong with me why are they putting food and drink into me?

And why are they still keeping me here?

Cry.......Cry.....Cry. That's all I could think about, i tried to imagine him laughing and carrying on. I thought I saw his mask in the table, across from me.

"Are you ok sir?" She asked me and peered into my eyes.

"Felix?," I heard and Italian voice appear, it was Marzia.

"Felix...oh Felix," she hurried towards me, how did Marzia know I was here?

I sat up and stared at her gracious face. She wore foundation, not to much but just enough. She had a pink cardigan like thing on and a white top on, tucked in to her pinky creamish trousers. Marzia's hair flowed beautifully down to her shoulder's. She was so beautiful.

I waved at her, and she waved back. She sat next to me and placed a basket full of gifts on the table.

"What happened?" She whispered, she put her warm hand on my arm.

I shook my head and thought about Ryan again.

"Ok, so where's Ryan?" Marzia said more loudly. She peered about.

I shrugged my shoulders. I knew that if I talked I would end up crying, and if I cry then there would be no stopping me.