Young Delinquent

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I was so sure it was all just a dream but all I can really see was him. In just a few hours, he already got in me. Not literally but it was better than the temporary love. It was better than the love I was looking for. I shouldn't be feeling this way. I've been doing temporary love for a year now and nothing happens to me after that. No side effect. No dreams or whatever. He left a mark on me and i didn't even know it.

I don't want to see him again but my heart started aching when I just thought of it. Argh! Why is this happening to me? This isn't me. This isn't Ashe Collins.

"There was finally someone looking out for you and you push him away. Good Job Ash." I said to myself, quite annoyed actually.

It was the first time that someone actually cares about what I do, excluding Kai of course. To be honest, I wasn't really used to those kinds of people. I convinced myself that everybody is just the same. You love them too much and they leave you. Just like what they did to me. Just like what happened to me a few years ago.

Maybe I was just scared to love again. Maybe I was just scared to be hurt again. I just didn't want to feel all of that pain again. Once is enough... I've learned my lesson.

I did the right choice to push him away. Right? I did. I dont want him to be hurt. For the first time too, i'm not heartless.

What are you doing to me? I dont even know you! Argh. How could you have an effect on me? How could a stranger make me feel like this?

I heard Kai snapping his fingers in front of my face, waking me up to the reality.

"Sorry. What?" I looked at him.

"Its the first time i saw you daydreaming." He smirked and chuckled. "Aww. Were you thinking about the guitarist?" He laughed.

I hit him and rolled my eyes, annoyed.

"Would you shut up?" I said and took a sip of my drink.

"You are. Damn. How could he do that? I cant even do it to you." He pouted.

"Youre a jerk."

"Hey! I'm the nicest human being ever."

"In your dreams." I rolled my eyes again and smiled at him.

As i turned around, i saw a familiar figure. I saw his hair and i know its him.

"Fk. He's here." I looked away and hid my face.

"Who?" He looked around frantically and i think he finally spotted the person.

"Ohhhh. Ash, Ashe." He smirked and went away.

"Oh what will that loser do now?" I whispered to myself as a hand was placed on my shoulder.

I bolt up, surprised of course then looked at the person.

"Are you following me?" I smirked, keeping my cool.

"Or maybe its a coincidence?" He chuckled. Ash chuckled.

"I prefer you following me." He laughed at what i said.

"May i take a sit beside you?" He asked and i nodded.

He took a sit on the stool beside me and looked at me.

"You dont understand what i told you the other day, huh?"

"I do but i would like to be adventurous for the first time." He smiled and looked at me.

"Too adventurous that you even followed me. Good job." I gave him a smile.

"By the way. I remembered that you dont know me. So, Hi. I'm Yeol." He offered his hand and i shook them.

"Nice to meet you. Well, you know who i am already. But, Hi. I'm Ashe. Like the color of your hair but with an 'e' at the end."