Temptation Can Lead To Chaos

~𝖢𝗁𝖺𝗉𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝖳𝗁𝗋𝖾𝖾~

𝑱𝑶𝑹𝑫𝑨𝑵

You hurt me,destroyed me.

You were my mother,and I was your daughter

But now..

I considered you my abuser,and I am your victim...

My own mother abused me since I was two.She never wanted a child,but my father insisted they try.She beat repeatedly every day,every night.If only my father started to notice her behavior differences earlier,he wouldn't have married her.Everything stopped once I got to the age of fifteen,the more I rebel and started leaving the house often,the more she lashed out at my father more than.Eventually he couldn't take it anymore,divorcing her.

I still remember begging her to stop every single time.The endless number of scars she left on my Iegs and back,I hated them.

I hated myself

At least I always them by my side,my bestest friends in the world,who constantly try to make me feel good about myself,including helping me recover.

And yes.

I know I am insane,I could've only got it from my mother

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Last night was fucking amazing,the feeling of excitement was there the entire time,until the youngsters of the group had to do something,which Stella was scolded for.Its currently 6am in the morning,my sleep schedule was fucked and I couldn't stay asleep,thankfully it's the weekend and summer is soon here.

I knew if I wanted to have a fun summer,I needed to behave, but being captive in the house all day could seriously destroy my immune system,I needed to go outside and now I was curious

who was he?

And no,I'm not referring to the two boys we saw ironically,the boy I completely ran in to well going to Lexi.His eyes were light blue like Stella's,nearly had me in a trance.No shirt,just a black sweatpants.His six-pack abs,he extremely muscular but looked young,younger than me.He looked down at as he towered over me.I was speechless.

I almost thought I lost my life, but he only gave me a smile. Hopefully, it was a warning,or was he actually kind.

Neither to less,I didn't want to cross his path again.

"Jordan!"My father yelled,I got off my bed,my whole back hurt.I opened my bedroom door,walking downstairs."Yes?"I look around the room,I know its late, but what are they doing here,The Robinsons and who is that

"Hey hun",My father stated,I kept a small smile on my face.Glancing around,looking at them,Gabriel Robinson,a complete jackass.Dianna Robinson,a living nightmare.And their only daughter.Zaria Robinson.

I stare at Zaria, and she proceeds to look me up and down."Mr. Wilson and Madam Jordan, it's a delight to see you today",She greets."I hope you don't mind us bringing an extra person to our meeting."

I look to the right of Zaria,and there he stands.Already looking at me.I don't know him but I definitely don't want to him meet him now,Zaria clings onto him,his hand wrapped around her lower waist.I wasn't amused.

"This is Zayden,Zaria's boyfriend",She states,great."This is Mr. Wilson and his daughter,Jordan Wilson."

"it's a pleasure to meet you, Mr and Mrs.Wilson",He grins.His expression was cold but firm,I'm highly surprised she found someone with her unruly personality,it's not simple to be able to stand up to her but then she is pretty,I won't lie,Zaria has golden brown hair and light blue eyes with a hint of brown.