My Life's Journal

Motherly Love.

"All you do is cause problems"
"Get the fuck out of my house I'm kicking you out when you're old enough"
"Your overthinking is stupid" (Indirectly though but she never denied meaning that, everything else is directly though 😋)
"Disgraceful little piece of shit"
"HAhAHa I'll kill you" 💀
"You're so annoying obviously nobody would want to be around you, I don't even want to be around you fuck off kid"
"I'm getting more alcohol because of you, selfish bitch"
"You only care about yourself nobody else you selfish brat, I'm spoiling you too much" Even though it's the complete opposite for both of those.
"I hate you"
"You're a pathetic wimp"
"What a loser hahaha" (Yes yes making fun of your child for having social anxiety is definitely a way to get rid of it.)
"MEiH mEiH mEih iM a PaThEtic LoSeR BeCauSe I cAnT EvEn TaLK tO pEoPLe Or EnTeR a ClAsSrOOm WiThoUt BEinG anXioUs" (Her mocking me, lmao)
"You must be disabled or autistic hahaha" (Not either of those things, social anxiety.)
"Oh I'm sorry I didn't mean any of what I said" - Happens often, then she does it again the very next fucking day :)
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Not even five minutes later:
"You're an asshole"
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"Wow you're toxic every time I talk to you you ruin my mood on purpose, damn you ruin everyones mood! You're no fun to be around at all"
//Ooh this one she physically hurt me 😋// next.
"You're a stupid fuckin asshole living with you is like living with an abusive spouse"
"You are just like your father".
"You just like to piss people off to get a reaction"
"Yeah and what did I do to your father? I'll do it to you too".
"Don't fuck with me I'll fucking starve you I'm not feeding you cook your own food oh wait you can't you're too crippled hahahaha"
Oh and she's always banging shit downstairs probably because of the alcohol.
"Next time you leave the house I'll lock you out son of a bitch" (Guess who's son I am lmfao)
She plays a song saying "I FUCKING HATE YOU, YOU'RE SUCH A LIAR" at full volume in the livingroom and she' makes sure I hear it and texts me saying the song is about me :)
"I'm going to fucking kill you and I'll make it as painful as possible for you kid"
"I've created a monster".
And she randomly leaves slamming the door behind her and she doesn't tell me where she's going and doesn't answer my calls, or she leaves after telling me it's my fault she's getting more alcohol.