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"You know I love you so much " Nicholas said as he placed a small kiss on the younger's slim fingers
Apologizing
Because he almost crushed it inside his strong grip
After euijoo's attempt to leave the house after a heated argument
"You know how I lose myself just at the thought of you leaving me "
Making euijoo wonder is this how it feel to live with a partner who abuses you mentally and physically in the name of love ?
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But he chooses to believe that it was just a misunderstanding and they both admitted being immature and not talking enough to sort their problems out
After clearing things up between them, euijoo said he would forgive him and they will be able to move on together,
His only fault was loving the older too much to
But yet Euijoo was too young and so naive in terms of relationships, to notice all the visible warnings
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He was actually happy that Nicholas could change a lot in a short time, he had become so sweet and loving and caring that Euijoo believed he had a boyfriend made of honey
Euijoo thought he won the older's heart, but at what cost?
He was still the same possessive man
And that was one of the big worries that occurred Euijoo's mind, but not to the point euijoo would get sick of him
Through time Euijoo learned it was never a good idea to get mad over it
Nicholas did train him like a loyal fog
And Euijoo agreed to live with him and to all his conditions too
Because he loved Nicholas unconditionally and prioritized a peaceful relationship over anything else
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Sadly it wasn't enough for the older
Soon Nicholas's mask fell and he was back again to being mean and cold and hot tempered man like he used to be
Their fights became unavoidable every day
The older seemed to be mad at something that Euijoo unfortunately ignored
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On the day they were supposed to be celebrating their 1 year relationship anniversary.
Something seemed to overstress the older which was out of usual
Even tho they were just between family and some friends
After the small party
They had invited only some of their friends from college to their home, in particular Nicholas friends, cause suddenly Euijoo wasn't allowed to invite his just because their apartment was small,
Such a dumb excuse
Euijoo being too used to his man's possessivnesse, he didn't want to make a fuss from it
He knew the older was trying to assert dominance in their relationship from the beginning, trying to control who he meets and all
And he let him be
Maybe because he valued Nicholas feelings more than his
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The ambiance in their sitting room was filled with a mixed odor in smock and alcoholic.
The tables were filled with cans of beer
Their friends had passed out, and slept on the couchs, except for one !
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Which annoyed Nicholas the most, he was the only reason that kept Nico awake at his surveillance.
Even tho they were friends. Nicholas had lost trust in anybody, and every person he knew became his frenemy
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The older lit another cigarette as he watched his husband cover everyone with blankets
