(QUICK NOTE! This next part is another flashback, this time, shortly after Emerald secret, Pierce is trying calm Ein down after a panic attack he had.)
*"Hey. Hey. Calm down bud. Calm down." Pierce is hugging me. He's hugging someone like me? I'm a murderer. "I know you think it's your fault, but we both know your dad forced you. And trust me, someone who loves you wouldn't do this." I can barely see through my tears. All I can see is the knife flying from my hand...piercing Aph's chest...her bleeding to death...the look of horror in Aaron's eyes..."Look...I know you haven't given me all the details, but, just know that whatever you did, it wasn't your fault." I sigh. "I know. I mean, I know, but i don't always know...you know? It's like there's this tiny voice in my head saying 'Hey! Everybody hates you! And they're not wrong to feel that way!'" I close my eyes. Pierce hugs me tighter. "Aw, buddy. Nobody hates you! They might be mad at you sometimes, but how could anyone hate you?!" He doesn't know. He doesn't know the things I've done.*
(Kawaii-Chan's POV)
I tucked my tail under my blankets, shivering. I couldn't sleep. I felt really guilty, and Zane didn't understand why. He still disliked Ein, even though I had forgiven Ein a while ago, after seeing him have a mental breakdown. He clearly felt very guilty about what he had done, and blamed himself. But there was nothing I could do about that, even if I tried. I twitched in discomfort. It was colder than normal for summer, and because I didn't have thick enough blankets, I was cold. I slid out of bed and pulled on my raincoat heading to Zane's house. I shivered as water splashed onto my bare legs, knocking on Zane's door. He opened it, frowning. "Kawaii-chan, why are you still awake? It's..." He looked at the clock. "Midnight. You should be in bed." He pulls me inside, closing the door behind us. I sigh. "I know, but I can't sleep. I'm too worried about Noi, Pierce, and Ein." He nods. "I'm worried about those idiots too, but still. We can't find them if we don't sleep." I hugged him. "Zane, can I sleep with you tonight? I don't wanna be home alone." I begged, using my best kitten eyes. "Ugh, you know I can't resist those eyes!" I laugh, then kiss him on the cheek, having to stand on my tip-toes to reach. I yelp as he picks me up, bridal style, and brings me to his bedroom, laughing. "Zane! PUT ME DOWN!" I squeal, giggling as he drops me onto the bed. I tackled him onto the floor, laughing. I wish life was this simple all the time.
(Pierce's POV)
I wake up on the floor of a white room, my head throbbing. My vision is still blurry, but I can see well enough to see someone standing over me. Reflexively, my hands go out, and I hit them in the face. I roll away, and stand up. Turning back to them, I see they have their hands raised in surrender. I relax. They seem familiar, but I can't tell because my vision is still blurry. "Who are you?" I ask, my voice is nearly a growl. "It's Leif and Asch." There's no way... It can't be them."You are lying." I snarl, using the wall to stand up. We're not Pierce." I can't see still, but the voice does sound similar to Prince Asch's. "Prove it." I say. "Remember Princess Ava?" Asch says. My heart breaks. It is them. Only they know about her. "How did you get here Asch?" I ask, confused. Asch sighs. "Humans found a way to Daemos about two weeks ago, and they killed most. They took the rest to E-arth for experimenting." Leif says. "Earth." I say without thinking. "What?" Asch asks. "Humans pronounce it 'earth', not e-arth." I explain. What the heck is going on with my eyes? "I can't see well." I say, confused. I see Leif's frame nod. "Yeah, whatever they use to knock us out has that effect. It's gonna wear off soon." That explains it. Suddenly, I remember Noi and Ein. "I made a human friend. His names Ein. And Noi and Ein were here with me..." I begin to panic. What did they do to them?!
(Aphmau's POV)
I went upstairs to my bedroom, closing the door behind me. I sat down on the bed, confused and scared. I might not know everything about the boys, but this is not a prank. They would never take it this far. That meant this was real. And it definitely seemed way too real. I grabbed Celestia, and hugged her. She was a little worse for wear, but she was still amazing. I calmed down as much as I could, then went downstairs. Aaron was still on the couch, and I went over to him and sat down. I closed my eyes, and I felt his arm wrap around my shoulders. "It's gonna be okay Aph. We'll find them." He says, kissing the top of my head gently. Will we? I just nod. We have to.
Sorry it is so short, I had to post SOMETHING! :(
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