Hello everyone! I hope you injoy this. I promise you will love it! Lots of heart break and love. Although johnnie isnt in it yet and it seems to be a normal story just you wait! ; ).
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'I'm not the type to be in love or believe In it. but when in with Chase.... I feel butterflies in my tummy trying to escape to my chest and come out onto the floor. I feel belonged, wanted, needed, ect. Is that love? Could I be IN love?
I ponder these thoughts while I amously stare at the ceiling. He is sleeping next to me. But I feel as though hes gone. It's about 3 in the morning I'm usually like this. Because of my Nightmare Disorder I can't sleep at night....unless I take my pills. But, they make me dizzy.
I soon roll over onto my side. Watching him sleep. He is so peaceful...so handsome! I think I TRUELY love him. His gorgeous milk chocolate eyes. His dark dark dark purple hair. It has a certain shine to it. It's flippy too! Hehe. His tan body. His soft lips. Oh so sweet. He would never hurt me. Ever...
He soon wakes up.
"Hey babe. Couldn't sleep?" He knows me all too well.
"Yeah. It's alright though. You can just sleep." I assure him. He smirks and cresses my cheek. He then plays with my hair. He is so cute!
"I should wake up. Get going. I have work... " He whispers. He gets up in his blue boxers. So sexy! And. All mine, well and his self.... :p
"Awe. But babe!!!" I wined. He was always gone and although he was making money. Truth was I missed him, alot.
"hey I have to make the money. It's my bread and butter!! I need things to buy my honey bunny!" He cheered. He then pecked me on the lips. ,"You know I love you. Right?"
"Babe. Of course!! I just miss you. And it's only because I love you! So so so much!" I lecture him. He was putting one a shirt after I said this. He was so goddamn sexy!
"Haha. I'm glad. I'll try to be here more often. But I got to make my money. Speaking of money I got to go." He assures me. He pecks my cheek and is out the door.
Am I In Love?
