He was sunshine, I was midnight rain
~TAYLOR SWIFT
Bright Win the rising stars of the country , The ideal onscreen couple among the fans, the perfect duo with unbreakable bond ..,, but w...
I'm not able to go to sleep after whatever had happened earlier this morning It's so embarrassing how will I face him again tomorrow he must be thinking I'm weird I'm sloppy kinda person agghhhhh...I'm just tossing around the bed for the past few hours...Not today again I'm unable to sleep, from tomorrow workshop starts I can't be late ....but unable to sleep, Suddenly Dew's word hit me up Was he really checking me out , Was he really paying attention to every detail , Do I have a chance with him , Will he ever reciprocate my feeling , will our feeling ever be mutual!!
Back to 2018
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I was in a queue waiting for my name to be called out I was auditioning for Sarawat's role !! Initially I was never interested in acting I wanted to be a choreographer but no matter how many extra classes I took to make ends meet , I was lacking money.
Having been worked behind the camera for a long time it was first time when I decided to work Infront of the camera , the audition room was filled with people, more than 30 person were inside the room everyone was anxious except for one person everyone was memorizing there line and there this one person who was so relaxed he was chatting making others memorize there lines ...
Shia! I guess I stared at him for too long , shia!! he is smiling and waving to me!!, I think I should wave back
guess what I made fool out of myself He was waving the person behind me !!
He was consoling everyone who were coming back out after audition room, he has a Aura he has a Elegance he has a simplicity he has a handsom...
Hirunkit Changkham you are next the staff shouts my name out loud , I was so nervous my palm were sweaty , I entered the room there were 4 people inside , I started with my self introduction I was cut-off in between by a old man "get into the point read your lines and leave we don't have an entire day to listen about you" My confidence was shattered in fraction on seconds ..I forgot the script I blabbed shit and came out the room .
My legs were shaking I was unable to breathe I was loosing my control over my body that's the moment when a heard a strange voice behind my back "Are you okay ?" please sit I will bring you a bottle of water, people around me started to gathered to help they all made me sit , he came and gave me the bottle , I could feel he was concern for me , I was looking down the entire time because I had no strength to lift it up , His words of encouragement and motivation was not helping me that time .
A staff came and told us all to wait for sometime more and not leave, I knew I have blew my chance of being selected so It will much more heart breaking for me If I wait here for some more time , So I decided to leave , but before that I want to meet him again and say thankyou , but he was no where to be found .. So I left quietly..
I got back home trying to forgot everything , that person could have been less mean aghhhh my head hurts I tried to swallow down every bitter memory of today with a can of beer in my hand , that's when his image appeared before me ,
He was cute , I don't know whether I will ever see him again; shia!! I didn't even ask his name , The only good thing that happened to me was him and guess what now I'm realizing I don't know his name.
~Present day~
9th September 2019 I saw him again on 6.47 inch screen I mean my phone, I heard about a bl series that is going viral not just within nation but internationally too. That's when my jaw dropped when I saw him in the first scene I was happy he got the role that he auditioned and worked hard for but my happiness didn't last long when I saw Bright being as his on-screen partner He got Sarawat's role , I cursed myself I blew my chance ..That should me That should be me I murmured , I googled to know his name " METAWIN OPAS - IAMKAJORN" I found his instagram handle ' His Smile , my dawn , chase night away'.
That's when I decided enough of cursing how I blew off my chance It's new me I will learn acting religiously and work with him.
OMG IT'S 2AM SHIA!!! I Can't be late for tomorrows workshop It's my day. Good night my Sunshine let's meet tomorrow.
~ hope you like it !! please vote and comment it motivates me to write
also you'll must be wondering how come Win regognised Nani it's coz Our Nani boo is a shy person and win and him only had conversation when he was looking down and when Win was facing Nani's back.ಥ_ಥ
