𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙙𝙨 | ᵃⁿᵈʳᵉʷ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵃˢʰˡᵉʸ ˣ ᶠᵉᵐ ʳᵉᵃᵈᵉʳ

chapter 8

fingers intertwined with mine in both hands, i let out a groan as i opened my eyes slowly and saw their hands—the ones who'd been holding my hands. andrew and ashley were already sitting up on the bed while looking down at me as i tried to regain myself from sleep, or more like a vision

a sudden red colour plastered on my face, and i pulled my hands away from them as i sat up slightly. "well, aren't you just a desperate whore?" ashley chuckles as she makes fun of me, and andrew was uncomfortable with just the vision itself and maybe myself

'oh god! oh god! did they see it too-'

"y/n, are you like, uh..." andrew was trying to find those words, but i couldn't let him say it. "... w-what are you talking about?" ashley groans and says i was trying to get away with the situation. "we were holding the trinket together, so it was a vision, dumbass" she explained, and that leaves me thinking

i shifted on the bed slightly, looked at them, and said, "why did you guys do that...? holding my hand..." they look at each other for a moment and back at me, "obviously to find out about that so fucking best deal of yours you mentioned if you're going to use it on us... but something else appeared... i can't believe the perfect girl she called herself is in need desperation of love, don't you, n/n?"

those words pissed me off right away. i gripped her shirt tightly as my face was contorted with rage and my eyes glared at hers. i panted slightly as i pulled her forward to me, and she just looked at me with no expression, more likely smirking sarcastically

"don't worry, beloved little sister... we'll always looovveee you" she mocked me. "... fucking stop it, ashley" the urge to just shut her mouth burns more in me. ashley grabbed my locket and took it off with such force that it made me flinch. "what the fuck-"

"i'll hold onto this ugly junk until you tell us your stupid wish," she said, and andrew hesitantly grabbed my shoulder while putting his cleaver on my neck again

after that horrible vision we just witnessed, they decided to move on and get rid of mom and dad in the ocean. when we got there, they started to mess around with our parents skulls, which is so fucking disgusting

"can you guys stop fucking around... and just deal with it...?" ashley scoffed when i began to speak, as andrew just looked at me with his usual blank stare. "oh what's that? you would like to do the honour, beloved little sister?" she started to giggle somehow, and she pushed that thing forward for me

i felt nauseous about this, and i tried to push it away. "ugh!! get this thing away from me!" it was mom's skull, and i started to feel dizzy again as i couldn't see her clearly any more, but ashley kept insisting on doing it

"haha!! don't tell me you're going to start crying now that this bitch has died? you really love her, huh? or should i say you want the need of a mother's love-" without any further of her words, i grab the skull and smash it at the guardrail so many times that i'm almost out of breath

it didn't break much, but it shows a small crack on the frontal, which is the centre of the head, as i keep panting over again while tearing up uncontrollably. the both of them were silent again until i stopped, shivered slightly, and looked down at the skull in my hand

my mind was fuzzing, and it got more into the loop of the deep spiral that i felt for mom and dad, especially mom. "... we don't have all day here, n/n" ashley interrupted my thoughts, and i snapped back to reality as i sighed loudly

with a fine grip in my hand on the skull, i throw it away so far away while i pour out all of my grudges, sadness, hatred, and even the slightest resentment for her because now that they're gone, even when i did all i could to be something i'm not, it was because of them since i seek their validation and, most of all, their attention

andrew shrugged and threw dad's skull into the ocean, but he would lose to me if we ever did some challenge there. the both of them look at me, and i just face the ocean, where i made a throw while feeling numb. "... goodbye, mom and dad... i'll set myself free now..." i mumbled, but surely they heard me and looked at each other again, but decided not to talk

another silence for a minute or five, i turn to them and look down slightly with a blank face. "... give me back the locket," i demanded while looking at ashley with cold eyes

"what-"

"give. me. back. the. locket"

"or what?"

andrew said that while taking out his cleaver, ashley was playing with the locket casing, and she was about to open it, but i quickly grabbed her throat as i tried to straggle her

ashley yelled and tried to free my hand from her neck, but i kept pressing her throat with a little more force. "for fuck sake! stop with this bullshit, y/n!" andrew said as he cut on my arm a little, and i bit my lip as i tried to hold onto the pain, as it was shown that i gripped her hard now

"ughh!! you need to tell us—urgh! your deal with the demon, you bitch-" she accidentally dropped the locket since she has no more energy left, but the case started to open, and the inside can now be seen with a clear shot of a picture inside it

a picture of me, andy and leyley