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Haunted - Taylor swift
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(Matts pov)

When I got home I went strait to bed. In the morning I woke up and saw my phone had a bunch of notifications. I open my phone. Oh fuck. I get out of bed and run down stairs I start to get my shoes on.

"Where do you think your going?" I look over and see Chris standing at the bottom of the stairs.

"I'm going to see amie" I say as I carry on putting my shoes on.

"She don't want to see you" he says. I look at him. He obviously knows.

"You know?" I ask.

"Obviously I know Matt. What the fuck dude. You have a girlfriend, well I mean had a girlfriend. You don't do that shit dude" he says.

"I know okay. I messed up. I don't know what happened but I regret every single thing that I did last night" I say.

"Nicks over there right now talking to her. If I were you I wouldn't go and see her" he says and walks back upstairs. I just stand there and I just feel horrible. I don't know what to do. I go upstairs and start to pack my suit case as me Chris and nick are leaving for LA tomorrow.

A few hours later I hear someone knock on my bedroom door.

"Come in" I say.

Someone comes in I look behind me and see nick. Not again. I mean I know what I did was fucked up but you don't have to keep reminding me.

"What" I say to nick.

"1 don't what me 2 you've deeply-" he goes to say before I cut him off.

"Fucked up I know" I say looking down.

"You've really hurt amie. I've never seen her this quite" he says to me. Just thinking about it makes me feel even worst about it.

"Is it possible for me to talk to her?" I ask.

No way. She wants nothing to do with you. As of right now I would just leave her alone" he says.

"But we're leaving tomorrow I need to see her before we leave" I say.

"I'm not stopping you but I'm just saying don't do it" he says and he walks out.

It was 1:30am and I couldn't sleep. I would have to be awake in like 3 hours to leave for the airport. I decide to go see amie and hope she's awake. I leave the house and get in my car and drive as fast as I could go her house. Once i get there I jump out the car and run to the door. I knock but no answer. I knock again, no one answers. I knock a 3rd time but no one answers again. I was about to leave but then the door swings open and I see her. I just look at her and she just gives me a death stare she goes to shut the door but I stop her.

"Matt don't do this" she says not even looking at me.

"We need to talk" I say.

"I don't want to hear your bullshit excuses" she says.

"Me nick and Chris are moving to LA tomorrow" i say kinda cutting her off. She won't even look at me. 

"Oh great so you cheat on me and now your moving a thousand miles away. When we're you gonna tell me or we're you even gonna tell me or was I just a joke to you Matt? You've broke my heart enough and now you say this to me" she says finally looking at me.

"I'm sorry I just thought-" i says as she cut me off.

"No Matt. You've really hurt me. I mean I kinda saw this coming. I knew... I knew you were trouble when I first met you. I never... I never wanna see you ever again" she says. She slams the door in my face. I can't believe that has just happened. We're over, And it's all my fault. I go home and start to get ready to go to the airport.

A couple hours later we got to the airport and board out flight to LA. All I could think about it amie. The fact that we're never gonna see each other again. It's all my fault.

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