Ties ! Bonds !
Whatever you call it is ?
Is it really easy ,
To throw them in the endless
abyss of pain.
Is it really necessary to,
exchange your void with them
Is it really necessary to,
give them a single shred of happiness
And leave them in the darkness of pain.
Feeling this lump in the middle of my throat is such an unpleasant feeling, which I never wished for in my life .
But everytime I do something out of,
My fake kind nature ,
Which is also Me.
I get these piercing words,
To remember that I can't come out of
My cage of kindness.
Am I that atrocious to someone's eye
Why they criticise me of being selfish
When I am simply trying to be Me
Kindness is the only thing which everyone wants me to act.
I don't want to be kind anymore
I want someone to take me out of
my cage of kindness
And let me be Me.
I want comfort and,
I want to act as however I want
Without being judged by their keen eyes.
I want someone to see ,
My all ugly and beautiful sides.
My desire to someone see me as Me
And never judge me
Will it ever be fulfilled?
How nice it would feel
To have a warmful hand on your back
And having to hear a comfortful voice
Say that being selfish is not a bad thing
Being "yourself" is not a bad thing
You can be whatever you want
Let me see your all sides
And I will not judge it
God has given you this life to let you
Feel all kinds of emotions
And live your life as "Me"
So don't waste it in becoming
a fake doll.
Let the world see your real beauty
If no one appreciate your beauty
Then I must say they are blind
Or they are rather dumb to tell a difference between fake beauty and real beauty .
For me you will always be
a beautiful person who is free from all the strings of fakeness.
