𝚃𝚘 𝚖𝚢 𝙵𝚊𝚌𝚎𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛

Ending

I actually really like this story but I know that I won't be consistent and Id hate to abandon it more than I already have so to anyone who cares I'll atleast show you the ending.

Every night koishi falls harder and everyday he falls into insanity, they've become more than friends at this point.
Koishi couldn't be happier but happiness comes at a price.

Liam stands by the doorway in shock the walls and floors scattered with images of the one koishi calls love yet not a face to be found.

Liam: Koi.. You need help please I'll be here for you so, don't do this.

Koishi: hah. Not you too, everyone says he isn't real but he's always there, it's not some dream that comes and goes to be forgotten.

Liam: WAKE UP ALREADY. He isn't real and it's ruining you please come back.

Koishi: I really thought you of all people would understand. Get out.

Liam: please come back..

Koishi: I said out!

As koishi sits on the floor leaning against the wall he ponders, why is this happening to him? He kicked his only friend out of his house, he can't remember the face of the one he loves and that said lover exsists only in his dreams.

Well not exactly recently he's been seeing ALmos around, sitting in the cafe, riding in the subway, crossing the street, the first time he ran after Almos, only to be met with a confused stranger, soon enough he stopped chasing, he gave up on seeing his face atleast in the real world. He regrets that his life is falling apart but can you blame him? If every night he sleeps he experiences paradise, freedom, true happiness and everytime he opens his eyes he's hit with all the emotions Almos helped him forget.

Before he knew it his rambling mind pulled him to sleep Almos gave him a peck to wake him, but koishi seemed off.

Koishi: do you know anything about the real world? I know it's stupid cause I've asked before but I started seeing you around and I keep mixing up my memories and I just can't remember your face it hurts Almos, everyone says I'm going mad.

Koishi ranted knowing very well he  couldn't get an answer, the stress built up and turned into tears letting everything out, Almos knew nothing of the real world but his presence was hurting the man he loved, and all he could do was comfort him, he knew there was a price to meeting koishi but he was selfish he wanted to see him he wouldn't accept it any other way.

Almos: my love look up I want to show you something, after the second meeting they figured out that they could manipulate the world around them bending it to their very will, this time almos put them attop a planet where all the stars could be seen the farthest one being clear as day, the scene calmed koishi down, as almos hugged him to sleep.

Koishi woke up, the warm embrace of his lover replaced by the cold floor, he was awake but he didn't feel hurt or sad  , one thought came to mind "I have to apologize"

He headed to Liam's place, a house that he himself grew up in, Liam was always there for him so he had to apologize, maybe he'd have to apologize for a lot more. 

Liam opened the door seeing his friend he frowned the weather was far from warm yet koishi showed up with the bare minimum of a t shirt and sweats seemingly the same one he wore the day before.

Liam: first come in, why are you here and why don't you have thicker clothes on? It's almost winter.

Koishi: I'm sorry, I've never been good at saying sorry but I shouldn't have raised my voice at you, I'll try to get help.