Poisoned

Creature

leaned against the cobbled wall on the beach staring at the glassy-looking reflective water hitting me to the cure more than the thinking rock can do other than shatter into a million pieces if I go up there now
I looked up to the massive cliff with him and kylo standing there I gotta suck it up as much as I'll hurt myself at least the pain will be over..right?
Looking back at the water standing up walking over to the edge staring down at my reflection I slowly closed my eyes and walked back a few steps stopping when it felt right taking my shoes off and then my dress revealing my swimsuit I breathed out then just ran kept on running till I just couldn't anymore I stay there in the water not even fighting anything just there thoughtlessly.. empty
Kallius poverty
"Dude stop watching and help her!" kylo shouts "She doesn't need help..especially from me she said everything that she wanted to say" and it hurt like a million needles, glass anything stabbing you one at a time this what it feels like? to feel the pain you let go of the one thing that drove you to live..that one little effort meant your whole life was gone..never existed again "She isn't coming up till you save her neither I nor Arthur is gonna do your dirty work she's your fucking friend Kallias!" kylo becking in my ear sure it's tempting to want to go save her but problems and issues and every other bad thing started ever since she arrived I can't have that in my life anymore she made her choice..iv made mine I walked away from the edge then came the torment of the fucking memories non stop making me change my choice whether I did good or worse then my father kylo was very good at making people feel guilty about everyone and everything
I stopped in my path "You think he's gonna do it?" Arthur asked "Oh he will, that's my power," kylo said cunts the lot of them I rolled my eyes and turned around onto a cheetah making a run for it down to the beach out of breath or not letting her go this fucking easy whoever I have to kill to get her back she's mine!
swimming deep and deeper and latching onto her hand pulling her and myself to the surface don't you dare give up on me Arya I know you fucking better than this placing her on the ground "Araya!..you bitch promised!" I try first aid pressing her chest, giving her air everything but nothing worked "You fucking promised I stopped smoking and you don't kill yourself as much as life hates you" I leaned my head on her chest two fucking late "Real bitch had a great life ahead of you" I looked up a tear falling down my face "you would have had your dream come true" I punch the sand biting my bottom lip feeling my chest closing in throat burning to breathe in breath out breathe in and out "FUCK!-..." I shouted at the top of my lungs
"Ambulance is on its way" kylo said as I stared at her lifeless body in front of me a very faint heartbeat stay a little longer if not for me for Clare and Esme or Ali anyone just hang on, please
Listening to her heartbeat which slowed till it stopped
"She's gone" I whispered voice crack life didn't hate you...it hated me and you paid the price for shit you didn't do baby kallius was gone...why the fuck wouldn't she tell me? "Out the way!" people shout I just sit there ignoring them staring at her highlighters coming into eyesight rushing over to her trying everything I already did hoping for the best "She's gone, no pulse" I got up "Sir..how do you know this lady?" The ambulance dude asked "That's complicated they were dating and then on the outs she freaked and this happened" kylo stops me from walking on if I look at her again I will murder the ambulances "kylo" Arthur warned him he pulled away I walked on back to the house staring at the closed door...her room weird how time flies "you gonna tell him?" kylo asked Arthur I turned around facing the two idiots "he can find out on his own when he's ready" Arthur said then walked passed I looked at kylo confused the fuck is he on about? "Uhh.."-"Kylo!" Arthur shouts for him "What he said just don't get pissed at us although that wouldn't cross your mind first uncle kylo" he cheers the fuck? "Clare is having another child?" I asked confused "Totally off topic...sure" Arthur shrugged eating the leftover spaghetti and meatballs your not telling me something