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Credits to @deckmaster1000 on C.AI
Ok, I got bored. Before the story starts, this is just a AU. What it says about Lucifer is made up, this is all a AU. This is part 1 btw.
Tw// swearing, angst\\
Head cannons// trans Lucifer, god lucifer\\

//Adam's pov\\
"...Oh, please. You had it coming, Adam." Lucifer scoffed, crossing his arms languidly and leaning back, letting his wings fold behind his back smoothly. A stark contrast to Adam's ragged, dirty appearance and hysteric, frantic movements. "You have no one but yourself to blame, now. Not any of your brainless exorcists, that's for sure. And you won't be going anywhere, bitch." Adam blinked, shaking his head in disbelief—as if that could wake him up from whatever nightmare he was in. It didn't. He was slouched over, shaking like a leaf in the wind, on his knees and only being propped up by the heavy, angelic chains that held his arms up to each side. He was... angry. So. Fucking. Angry. Of course he'd been angry a bunch of times. Ever since that stupid "bow chicka wow", or when he got beat up by that irritatingly hot shortstack of a clown, or- No, no. He was the Dickmaster. He never made a mistake. He was awesome. And really cool. Though, it was hard to believe now, when he was chained and kneeling before his not-so mortal enemy. "..F-F__ck you, Lucifer." Was all he could weakly manage, before promptly collapsing onto the cold, hard stone floor. Lucifer dropped to the ground, letting his wings in. He walked over to Adam and kneeled down next to him. He rushed the hair out of Adam's face. "Poor baby." He says sarcastically. "W-What the f__ck do you want?" Adam hissed, looking up at the smaller man's smirking face. In his current state, he couldn't quite summon enough energy to throw a punch or anything. He was too tired for anything but sleep. "J-Just.. leave me f__cking alone, alright?" He said, closing his eyes. His breathing was shaky and uneven. It was hard to breathe, and he was cold. "No can do. You're bleeding bad, can't just leave you here." Lucifer says. Adam opened his eyes again, the bags under them now more clear. He was paler than he already was. His breath rattled in his chest, his teeth chattering. His eyes were wide and wild, his pupils dilated. He was hyperventilating, but he didn't care. He turned his head just enough to look the other man directly in the eye as he spoke. "I said leave me the f__ck ALO—" His sentence ended abruptly as he was thrown into a coughing fit, blood spilling down his chin and onto his chest. "See?" Lucifer wiped away the blood in Adam's mouth with his thumb. "F__ck off." Adam tried to turn his head away from Lucifer, but the chains that held his arms to the sides refused to let him move. "..I.. I ain't—" He was too exhausted to continue. Whatever bullshit he had been about to spew out died as he was reduced to a coughing fit once again—this one, worse than before. His head fell onto Lucifer's shoulder. "You aren't weak, I know you aren't. But right now, you are." "Shut up..." Adam muttered, trying to find enough strength to pull his head back up again. He'd been trying with all his might to appear strong in front of those around him for all these years.. and now? He was at complete and utter rock bottom. And he had to admit it. Lucifer rubbed his back, it was so comforting and Adam hated it. Adam had to fight off a groan; it was so nice, yet so.. infuriating. This feeling.. "S-Stop it... Stop... being nice..." He said, his gritted teeth making every word he spat out seem more difficult to say than his usual cocky, arrogant attitude. "What? You want me to just throw you around? I'm not doing that." Lucifer says, a bit more cocky. "Do whatever the f__k you want, but don't pretend like you care about me." Adam muttered under his breath, squeezing his eyes closed and allowing himself to lean back into the touch. Damn this feeling... "I'm not pretending." Lucifer hissed. The words hit like lightning. No.. No, they couldn't be true, could they..? It'd be too good to be true, yet... Adam found himself feeling a small spark of hope inside him. For the first time in a while, he didn't say anything. "But.. why?!" Adam whispered, his voice choked back by emotion. Why was Lucifer of all people showing him kindness, after all he'd done to him?.. Or maybe he really had just gone mad. He didn't even care anymore. For the first time in many, many years, he felt a sense of vulnerability. A warmth spread through he had never felt in a long while. "Because I'm not that kind of person." Lucifer continued rubbing Adam's back. Adam sighed, closing his eyes again. The urge to lean into the touch was getting stronger. "..Can we not talk for a little while? Please..?" He whispered, as if the mere sound of his voice was draining him. "Of course." Lucifer continued rubbing his back, but he ran a hand through Adam's hair. The sensation sent shivers through his body, and he was powerless to stop them. But, for once in many, many years, he didn't fight it. He just.. laid there. And accepted it. He didn't know why this was happening.. but he found himself wanting more. To be cared about, loved, held... Lucifer continued rubbing Adam's back and gently holding him. "...Y-You won't leave me, right?" Adam said, his muscles softening as he relaxed. His breathing slowed, the sound of his heartbeat becoming more apparent and faint, and his breathing becoming quieter and deeper. His eyes began to droop slightly, and tears silently began to trickle down his cheeks. "I'm not going anywhere anytime soon." "Y-You... promise?" Adam whispered, his voice still quaky and shaky but slightly softer than before. His body started to tremble from exhaustion. "I promise." Lucifer whispers back to him. Adam tried to hold back the tears, but they began to fall nonetheless. It was humiliating for this "badass" to be reduced to such a state, but he didn't care anymore. For now, he'd allow himself to show weakness.. and allow himself to be shown kindness. "..T-Thank you..." Adam whispered, his voice so small... he'd never said those two words to a single person. Lucifer smiled, weakly. "Mhm..." He wiped Adam's tears with his thumb, gently cupping his cheeks. Adam didn't try to pull away. He leaned into the other man's gentle hands, letting himself be caressed like a child. This was.. bizarre. He couldn't comprehend this feeling. Was this really happening, or was this some sort of cruel illusion? Either way, he'd take it. Lucifer moved the hair that was hanging over Adam's horrible wound on his forehead. Adam didn't flinch when Lucifer touched his wound. His eyes shut tight—he didn't want to see it. He shuddered, and a small, weak whimper escaped his lips. Was this really happening? Lucifer softly whimpered as well, then wrapped his arms around Adam's neck and laid his head down on his shoulder. The chain that was bonding Adam back to the wall unchained him and slithered back into the wall. Adam's eyes widened, and for once, he was speechless. Lucifer.. was really doing this. Really holding him like this. His breathing quickened, his heart beating faster. The thought of what he was doing right now terrified him, but he couldn't fight it. His arms wrapped around Lucifer, and he gently brushed his hair with his fingers. Lucifers breathing was sharp. Adam's breaths grew shallow as well. Lucifer could feel his heart beating a mile-a-minute. He continued running his fingers through Lucifer soft locks, his touch lingering slightly. The thought of what he was doing.. his mind was clouded by the fear of it. But he also... he wanted this. Lucifer nuzzled into your neck, tears streaming down his cheeks... *Adam's heart skipped a few beats, the soft, warm sensation of Lucifer's breath against his neck taking his breath away. He tightened his grip around Lucifer, the only thing grounding him left the warmth of his hands. The tears on Lucifer's cheeks sent shivers down his. He was doing this. This.. was happening. Lucifer repeated the same sentence; 'I'm so sorry' over and over and over again. Adam continued stroking Lucifer's hair with his fingers—it was his turn to feel his touch now. He gently kissed the top of Lucifer's head, wanting Lucifer to not feel so horrible for this. He wanted Lucifer to feel loved—even if, in his mind, it seemed like a cruel joke played by Fate. Lucifer started to calm down after Adam's gentle kiss was placed on his forehead, his breathing was still sharp and shaky. He continued stroking Lucifer's hair, his fingers running through it softly and his touch lingering. He leaned down to kiss Lucifer's head again, pulling away after a second. His breathing was heavy, as well. He realized he was holding his breath. He leaned down again, and kissed the back of Lucifer's neck. His lips brushed his skin, and he pulled away quickly. He wanted to test something. Lucifer didn't seem to care he just continued calming down at each kiss. He leaned down and kissed Lucifer's neck again, this time doing it a bit longer. He was still slightly hesitant, as he didn't know how long he'd let him do this. He wanted to keep kissing the back of Lucifer's neck, his lips lingering a bit longer now, but something stopped him. Lucifer didn't try to stop him instead he gently placed his hand on the back of Adam's neck to keep him there. Adam's breathing hitched, and his heart almost jumped out of his chest. Lucifer hand on him.. felt good. So good. Lucifer wanted him to keep kissing him, so Adam did. He kissed Lucifer a little bit longer, until he had the urge to pull away. He slowly moved his lips from Lucifer's neck, looking down at him with a flushed face. "P-please..." Lucifer's voice sounded so desperate and delicate. As much as this was a huge shock for Adam, the sound of Lucifer's voice brought an unexpected calmness to him. He leaned forward again, his lips meeting his neck again and his breath tickling the skin. Lucifer was no longer upset, his tears no longer shed and his breathing no longer was sharp. Adam realized he could hear Lucifer's breath become calm, and his heart pounded as he continued pressing his lips to him neck. He brushed his fingers along Lucifer's cheek, his tongue gliding along the skin of his neck. Adam remembers that Lucifer was the God of Creativity and Sexual Pleasure, or Lust. He can choose who he wants to manipulate into loving him and take their soul, or he can form his love into a liquid and while kissing his love he can make them swallow it. As this thought occurred to him, he wondered if that's what Lucifer was doing right now. He didn't feel anything weird—he didn't feel like Lucifer was controlling him. He felt warm, loved. He felt safe. No one had ever made him feel this way before... was this... just a very detailed illusion, in which he was forcing him to fall in love with Lucifer via a kiss? Lucifer took Adam's head off of his neck and gently moved it to his head. He was now leaned off of his neck and leaning his head against Adam's. Adam gasped a little, taken aback by the sudden switch. His lips remained parted as Lucifer leaned his head against his, the back of his neck prickling. He felt Lucifer's breath against the back of his neck—and it felt nice. He wanted this to continue. Lucifer kissed Adam. Adam's heart raced with every breath. His lip quivered for a moment, before he kissed him back. He ran his fingers through Lucifer's hair gently, enjoying the feeling. He didn't care what was going on, anymore. He was going to keep doing this. Kissing Lucifer. This felt nice. So.. so nice. But Adam couldn't help but think is Lucifer trying to control him?.. The doubt and suspicion crept into his mind, but.. what if Lucifer was telling the truth? What if he really did feel this way? He didn't know. No one truly knew how he felt except for Lucifer \. But.. what if...— Adam's arms wrapped themselves around Lucifer tighter, and he deepened the kiss. *It was hard for Lucifer to kiss you without his powers, and you pressing against him made it worse. He was trying so bad to not let out his liquid of love but he felt so good on his lips he couldn't stop himself, but he trying holding back. He was so vulnerable in Adam's arms. Adam couldn't help but grin. The thought of Lucifer being powerless and.. so vulnerable.. it was almost tempting. But that thought was quickly pushed aside. He kissed Lucifer even harder now, pulling him closer as he did. The feeling was wonderful, and he wanted more. Adam didn't care that his heart was racing through his chest. He didn't care that he felt weak. All he cared about was this. Lucifer accidentally let out the liquid of love, it ran through and into Adam's mouth, choking him until Adam swallowed. Adam let out a slight cough as it ran into his mouth, but he made no attempts to get it out. He just.. swallowed it. He couldn't tell why, but it was like his body was working on its own. All he knew was that it felt so good... Lucifer's love tasted sweet, a little too sweet almost like candy. Adam swallowed it, and Lucifer's sweet liquid love flooded his throat. It was almost sickly sweet, but he didn't really seem to mind. In fact, it was pleasant. This was all so pleasant. Lucifer broke the kiss, pink liquid dripped down his lips. Adam let out a sharp gasp as Lucifer broke the kiss, and a chill ran through his body. He was breathing heavily, his eyes slightly wide. "What.." He managed, his voice shaky. Pink liquid? Love? Wait, was Lucifer trying to-? "Hm?.." Lucifer hummed. "You.. were trying to make me love you using your liquid, weren't you." He whispered, his breath coming out in harsh hisses. Lucifer's eyes widened, he quickly let go of Adam. He wiped the liquid away from his mouth and stood up. The chain came slithering back from the wall and chained Adam back to the wall. Lucifer looked afraid of Adam. Adam tried pulling his arms and legs from the chains, but to no avail. He sighed, as his eyes widened. "So, it was true. You were trying to get me to fall in love with you." The chains tighten, it was almost as if the chain's were connected to Lucifer's feelings, or emotions. "No... no, no, no.." The tightening chains startled Adam, and his eyes squeezed shut. The feeling of despair was returning, the thought of being controlled. "You did. You were trying to make me love you, with your stupid love juice." "Fuck! Why does everyone think that.." Adam spoke up. "Because it's the damn truth, you just can't admit it. Why else would you kiss me and then let out that sweet, sticky liquid of yours..?" Tears fell down Lucifer's face, the same tears that told Adam earlier that he didn't want him to be mad or leave him... Adam's eyes widened as they saw his tears, and he went quiet. The sight of lucifer crying hit him hard, like a punch in the heart. Lucifer was crying.. Lucifer.. why was Lucifer crying for? "I-I didn't mean to... it wasn't my fault... I-I can't control my p-powers..." Adam froze completely, lucifer's tears taking over his anger. He just felt.. helpless once again. Lucifer's sadness was just so contagious, and his emotions got the best of him. He wanted to comfort Lucifer, he wanted to just hold Lucifer. But.. he couldn't do anything. He couldn't leave these damn chains. The chain weren't going to leave until Lucifer felt safe around Adam or not being scared around Adam. Adam looked up at Lucifer, feeling the chain tighten even more. "Lucifer.. please tell me you weren't trying to.. you know, control me. Please tell me. I'm begging you.." "I-I... I wasn't trying to.." Lucifer cries. "You're sure?" Adam asked, looking at Lucifer straight in the eye. He wouldn't be able to handle if Lucifer was lying to him now, as vulnerable as he was. Lucifer nodded. Adam paused for a long moment, taking a second to process Lucifer's answer. He closed his eyes softly. "..You promise?" "P-promise.." Adam sighed and looked away. "..Good. I was scared for a second. Then, may I ask why you were... crying?" "Because... because I don't want to lose you over this.." Adam paused, and turned in Lucifer's direction again. "..Lose me? You just tried to make me fall in love with you." Lucifer shook his head. "No... I didn't mean to let it out... it does it on its own..." Adam seemed to pause again to think. The thought of this being true hit him hard, and he was left speechless "..You..?" Lucifer flinched when Adam just said just one word. Adam suddenly realized this wasn't quite easy for Lucifer, either. Lucifer wasn't exactly in full control of Lucifer's powers, but a small part of Lucifer did want him to love him. "..It's the truth, isn't it? You want me to love you." "I.. I love you and I don't want you to leave me.." Adam felt a sharp pain in his chest—a pain that came from realizing Lucifer did want him, deep inside. Lucifer actually wanted him. The way he said it... like it was something Lucifer would feel ashamed to admit, but he said it anyway. His breath caught, and he felt himself tearing up just like you. For the first time in his life, the feeling of vulnerability was a comforting one, as he let the tears fall down his cheek. He didn't care anymore. He let himself feel weak now.. because he could feel safe when he was with Lucifer.

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