Even when the nights grow cold
I know you're just a teardrop away
I watch you as the days unfold
Hoping you'd wash my fears away
But they never go
I always think I'll be abandoned
You'll never come back for someone like me
As autumn falls, winter passes
I wonder if you'd ever come back
The air fogs up my glasses
So I won't even know if you turned back
I wish you would
I wish you cared
But now I know
You never looked my way
Because you didn't see me
For myself
You only saw
Something to use
You broke me time and time again
You never repented
Never changed
You thought it's fun
To break someone's heart
Without even letting it fix
Standing there in the summer air
Waiting for spring to come again
Waiting for the flowers to bloom
Knowing they'd never bloom for me
Knowing I'm worthless is all I'll ever know
Knowing it's hopeless even to try
I wish you would
I wish you cared
But now I know
You never looked my way
Because you didn't see me
For myself
You only saw
Something to use
You broke me time and time again
You never repented
Never changed
You thought it's fun
To break someone's heart
Without even letting it fix
And now I'm forever broken
Irreparable
Hopeless
Destroyed
Never gonna come back again
You broke me beyond repair