It All Started With Jay

Monstrous Mistakes

"I'm so proud of you darling .Your 16 and already past NCEA 2 . I knew you would do well in school. Just as your grandmother and I did. But remeber your not quite done ok Ariel. You still have another year to work towards NCEA 3 if you work hard enogh you are sure to pass"

"Mum can we change the subject?" 

"Too what ?"

"Is Danny coming over any time soon? I want to know if I should arrange to go somewhere away from him "

"Darling he is your father and he misses you"

"A father doesn't leave his pregant wife and 14 year old daughter for a 21 year old with fake tits to go to America with no good-bye"

"Darling it's been 2 years I'm over it and I'm glad Quinn won't know what his father really was"

"Im not over it !!! but I'm glad Quinn dosen't know either because Danny is a monster that should go die"

"Ok darling what ever you say. I can hear Quinn crying. I'm gonna go get him and you need to do your homework."

"Ok night night mum"

"And one more thing............. I love you so much"

"Love you too Mum"

I really do hate thoose conversations with Mum because she always defends Danny when he left her while she was pregant with Quinn for a fake barbie doll american 21 year old. The real reson I hate him is because when he left I was willing to forgive him so i wrote to him everyday for a year and there were no replies so by then I just decied to give up. I looked up to him , He was like a super star too me and he just left . The first time I heard from him after he left was on my 15th birthday party last year. He came over to New Zealand as a birthday present but I ended up yelling at him infront of all my mates and then tried to attack him but luckly my buff as bestie Liam pulled me back and took me into the bathroom and brang a whole bottle of vodlka. We sat in the bathtub the whole night talking and drinking. That happened to be the night I lost my virginity and luckily it was to Liam. We ended sleeping in the bathtub with towels as blankets and pillows. That was the best and worst night of my life. Liam is my everything. He is my bestie and has been since I was 2 years old. We never dated but when we were 14 years old we would make out every now and then . I lost my virginity to him on my 15th birthday and we've had sex twice after that. Nothing has ever come between us. 

(Phone rings)

"Hey Liam"

"Heyy Gourgeus girl"

"Aww your too sweet"

"No I'm too honest"

"Aww you make me smile to much now I'm as red as a tomato"

"Naww your all flustered over me"

"Shutup Eggk" 

"Anyways ..... Do you wanna come stay at mine on Thursday ??'"

" Yay! Omg I can't wait , We haven't hang out in ages. I mean just us!"

As I'm talking to Liam I'm getting more and more exciting and flattered. 

"Ok gourgeus g2g but I love you with all my heart , kiss kiss"

"And I love you with all my heart Liam" 

I don't know if he meant what he said but I know I did. Now I have to wait 3 days for a night of heaven. As I'm day dreaming Mum burstes in the door with our home phone in her hand then she yells at me saying Danny is on the phone and tries to give it to me. I gave my Mum the evils and I took the phone and yelled FUCK YOU CUNT!!!!!!! and give the phone to Mum as I do she gives me the I'm disapionted in you look and walkes off and closes my door. That felt amzing scearming though the phone at him was almost as good as scearming at him in person. As I lay in bed I was asleep within 10 minutes. All I could think about was Thursday.