Passion Tonight

I've always known i liked girls, but haven't really tried stuff with them, this girl has had me wet dreaming since third period when we bumped into each other, she spoke so softly, her hands so cold yet soothing to my touch, her eyes gray as a cat, lips looks so soft that bed to pick up my textbook and the stare from her face gave m e shivers, who said the beautiful ones are yet to be born, soon the bell rings and i'm brought back from my thoughts, i looked around hoping no one saw me lost and biting my lips, i do that when i'm nervous.

Hey courtney, wait up

grace calls out from my far right end, from the hall way, i closed my locker and turned her way

hey girl

omg did you see jason today he is so hot, and he has been made capatin of the football team, i have a feeling this year's prom king will be him, omg i hope sydney falls down and break a leg, she is always with him

Jesus grace jason is turning you into a toxic bitch, plus he is not all that, he is rude and arrogant, why do you always go for boys that is not worth you.
court i love you but don't talk about my jason like that, evil ears can hear you,  

jason is a god, so strong,his hair smells so good and he  looked at me twice court, he looked at me twice, cringing and holding my hands, grace has had a crush on jason since third grade when he borrowed her hand towel to clean his sweat and gave her back,[so disgusting]

grace is a naive girl always going all the way for the people she loves she's my soulmate, knows i like girls but respect the fact that i'm not out yet, grace is the thorn in my absolute flesh, i wouldn't lie i used have a big crush on her but i cherish our friendship more, sh's like my sister but let's not call her that would be weird

 haha

i talk to myself a lot, always in my thought, i could be listening to you and thinking of three other different things in my head, the problem is i'm always right, i analyse a lot in my own head kinda makes me happy, so i always know what i wanna say before i say it

it's the end of forth period and we are at the cafeteria i am having bacon,veges and an apple, grace was having rice,beef,veges and a banana, we were sited at right far end of the cafeteria when i head a voice, my ears lit up when those beautiful, soft, somewhat authoritative yet soothing sound

Isra: em Court, hey

can i?

Court: erm hi

hey

i mean hi Isra

Grace: Court she asked if she could sit with us

Court: yes  omg of course

Isra: great thanks

Isra sits beside me, i was so stiff i couldn't turn, i knew i needed to chill

omg wait, i can't think, i can't fucking think, i feel wet, hot,cold, her skin touching mine, the smell of her hair, i wanna grab her, hold her, in a second i was thinking of isra naked, i know i've had wild imaginations and have masturbated to the thoughts of fucking her but this one, it's the closest i have ever gotten to her body on mine.

Isra: Hey you good?

Court: yeah[clears throat] i'm good

Isra: hey there is a party this friday at the den's you both should come, i will send you the invites, where is your phone

[going for my phone, picked it up and put her number in it, and in a second heard a beep]

Grace: sure we will be there

 right court?

Court: yeah erm yeah i will, i mean we will

Isra: aiite then, promise you it would be fun

i've got to go, got a class in a ten

[she stands and my eyes follows her through till she is up and then suddenly she bends towards me, my heart beat four times the usual way, what seemed like she was gonna kiss me, she reaches for my hair and toss it behind my ear, making me shiver all the way down, and i heard a soft voice, so soft and gentle, teasing even, and she said]

relax, i don't bite

[with a smile on her face, kirky]

she waved goodbye, turned and walks away

Grace: [clears her throat]

court you're drooling

Court: what[touching her face]

immediately comes back to life and tries to wave off the situation

Let's go we've got English to get to and a dress to find

Grace: omg Courtney Ivana Jackson, are you really excited about going for a party

omg this needs to be in the year book

Court: omg grace stop

both girls walk away while grace teases courtney