autophobia...
He loved me, I loved him, why.
Why did I have to leave him, He hates me.
He's gone,
I'm all alone I'm alone all over again.
I have to find someone to love, to love me like he did,
to love them better please,
please just one more chance with love,
one after another after another why oh why do I always end up alone.
Do I love bomb? am I too cold? too open?
Tell me please what did I do?
Why when I find someone to stay I am the one to leave,
do I like searching for love am I destined to be alone.
I'm afraid, of how I hurt when you aren't there,
but how you hurt, when I am.
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Inner Thoughts - Poetry
Poetry[ every chapter will be a different up to 200 word poem I have written to get motivation, they aren't the best and I would love honest opinions <3 ]