𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐈𝐍 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 ᝰ 𝐓𝐎𝐉𝐈 𝐅𝐔𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐆𝐔𝐑𝐎

one

ex husband!toji who stops by your house to drop your kids off after their weekend with him. He's walking your daughter, Naya, and Megumi to the front door, smiles adorning their chubby little faces. "Hi, mommy!" Naya giggles, running to hug you. Toji is walking slowly behind Megumi, ruffling the little boys hair.

"Hi, baby." You smile, kissing her cheek. "You two have fun with daddy?" You hug Megumi as well, kissing the top of his head.

"Yeah, we met dad's new girlfriend," the little boy casually says as he walks past you and into the house to place his stuff down. Your raise your eyebrows in surprise, eyes following your sons figure before he disappears into the house.

"She's in the car! Her name is Yoko!" Your daughter giggled before following her brother. You awkwardly clear your throat as it was only you and toji standing outside.

"Girlfriend, huh?" You force a smile, rubbing your palms on your jeans as you stare at him.

"Yeah, those two beat me to it before I could say anything," he chuckled. "How was your weekend, though, mama?" He tilts his head slightly. The familiar nickname now a normal thing between you two ever since you gave birth to your two kids. From the looks of it, it seems like Toji won't break out of the habit of saying it.

"Wow, well...congrats." You smile. There was a burning sensation in your chest, a ringing in your ears as you stared at the man in front of you. It was wrong of you to feel this way about the situation, to feel jealous. Toji was your ex husband, you two cut ties over a year ago.

"Yeah, thanks." He awkwardly rubbed the back of his neck. The thing about you and Toji is that there was still something there that neither of you wanted to confront. The sex that you both still had with each other wasn't just casual sex, him whispering in your ear how much he missed you. How he'd hold you after and gently kiss your lips reminded you of the times you were still together. The nights he slept over and stayed for breakfast, bonding like one big family. How he still brought you gifts for your birthday and valentines day despite not being together. You weren't sure what to make of it, but knowing Toji, you knew not to take him seriously.

He was a player before you met him and you wouldn't be surprised if he ended becoming a player again. And that was the case exactly. As much as you told yourself not to fall for all his little tricks, you still found yourself doing it anyway. He was your husband for over five years, he was the father of your children. How could you not? It's why you feel so jealous now. It only seems that he was using you and playing you before he found himself another girl to entertain him. Of course, what more could you expect?

"Okay, I'll see you next weekend, mama." He turned around so effortlessly, walking off of your doorstep with a small wave.

"See you," you nonchalantly replied. Your eyes followed his figure as he got into his car, watching him kiss the new girl he had eyes for. Would it be wrong for you to say you were still in love with your ex husband?

this story is taken from my tumblr and I thought I'd post it on here as well bc it's doing super well over there!! I hope y'all enjoy it <3