Mine Devotion

trauma

Mia Pov.

I took my lead toward the exist  door as whole surrounding was covered with media as they were taking photos. Suddenly bulk of bodyguard came and  started covering me to protect from media . But flash light was making me feel suffocating and concious. They were continuously trying to ask the question by pushing the bodyguard. I was blank and I was not able to think or capable of handling my self.  I saw my car standing infront of hotel gate. I increased my pace . I opened backseat of door and got in . I signal driver to drive fast and take shortcut route . Drank whole watter kept on backseat.

"Mam we reached the hotel" driver said . After  10 minutes and opened the door for me .

I got myself down . I directly made my  way toward hotel . I got my  self into lift and click the floor button. I went inside my hotel . I locked  the room and removed my heels . I directly went inside the bathroom.

I unzipped my dress . I burned the candle and threw on the dress . My dress was burning and I least care about it . I don't even want the dress whom he touched. If it was in my power I would I have pulled out his eye and stab him million time on his body and slit his throat.

Too forget about him I stood under shower and tear slipped through my both eyes. I knew If I burst out all the feeling I have buried from 4 year will  come out and there is no one who we listen to me . I will not able to handle and my self and everything will flow like river and I will not able to stand again.

" It took 5 years to make yourself stan where now your, you can't breakdown"

" destroying you won't take a single second ,but make your mind and you understand till will take eternity"

"You have to make yourself stand even if you don't want"

"You can't loose yourself , don't loose "

My brained tried to motivate me . I decided not to overpower my past or any other person  . I washed  my self thrice keeping in mind not to harm myself. I came out of bathroom after 30 minutes.

It was 1am . I called my PA Priya Srivastav.

"I want to go back to India. Make all the arrangements " I said without any emotion and in cold voice not giving hint about my situation.

"What? What about the work it's important , we came to Italy for that only . It's important for our company"
She said . I could sense she was surprise. I knew she was right but I want to have peace . I will get peace by going back to India and by mom dad grave. I took a deep breath and calm  anger as I have anger issues.

" we will continue the work from India only and for important procedure about documents and work. I will managed." I said my calming my self as hand was curved in fist turning my knuckles white  only want to finish this work soon.
I said in deep  and cold voice.

"Tomorrow, Draft the mail to all Italian investor and important shareholder of the company that work is on hold or say  delayed for some month"
I added . I wish her good night and make sure that she will do .I disconnected the call .

I opened teb drawer took the sleeping pills. If I didn't take the sleeping pills , my headache will start and I will go insane which will effect my work more. I can't take the risk about work. I slept and covering  my self with duvet.

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