Mine Devotion

betrayed

After 5 years..

I was sitting infront of mom and dad grave and tears are flowing continuously but suddenly it's started raining. I knew today it will rain as climate was cloudy and dark. But I never knew that cloud will also cry with me . Everyone said I'm unfortune and unlucky. My mom and dad left me alone in this cruel world. My brother and sister-in-law also don't love me .

I stood up and sat beside grave keeping my head on grave and said " why did you leave me mom. I'm so bad that u don't love me am I dad" I said looking at dad grave on left side " am I so bad . If you can hear me please tell me . After you left me everyone started to hate me . It's hurts that no one love. You know Arnav my boyfriend. U met him right. He promised me infront of you and he will take care of me and never leave me but you know he felt me . He also think I'm selfish and he said I'm nothing infront of him. He also felt me  mom . Mom and dad u know I loved him selflessly and with my whole heart but he never loved me . Mom please come back please...." I broke into loud cry keeping my hand on my mouth to not create any sound...

I woke and I found my self beside mom grave and my head is paining every badly. Then I came to know I slept their only and rain had stopped. I looked at my watch .I came around 2 clock and now it's 5 clock. I stood up and cleaned my self. I walked out from graveyard.

While coming here I had parked my car near gate only. I came alone here . I got inside the care on drive seat and started engine. But suddenly memories started flowing inside my car . This is the same car when we share are first kiss and even when we first time went for date and tears started flowing and it's was impossible for me to focus on driving. I stopped the car in the middle of the road and came outside closing door with loud thud.

Even road is empty no one is walking. Whole road is empty and it's thundering every it's dark. Why this road is reflecting my life. I broke into loud cry. I'm crying on myself. Tears were flowing continuously. I'm not able to handle this pain. It's too much I feel like suffocating . I feel like killing myself. I have to get out of this . I don't want to live here anymore. If I live here I will die everyday I can't I can't.

I sat into car and I started my engine at highest speed to reach home as soon as possible.

As security guard opened the door. I parked car in garage. I took house keyhanger kept inside garge. But house was opened and I got to know Priya was their.

As soon as she saw me she ranned and took me in bone crushing hug . When she came to know I didn't hug she looked me and frown and ask " why your face is pale and did you cry?? What happened bachaa are you okay??"

I looked at her and then I realised I have her she is precious gems. She always care about me. She didn't shout even if she is angry instead of she kept her anger and asked me . I smiled forcefully and said " make the arrangements we are leaving from this country after 2 hours. So prepare everything. You decide were you want to go we will go okay. No need to pack anything just make the arrangements we will leave and whatever you want to buy you can buy my black card so no need to worry ok" I said and went back to my bedroom.

I opened bedroom room light were off  and I care less about it . I locked door and made my way towards bathroom. 
Looked at mirror and water hit my face. I made myself undress and stood under shower. I sat down hugging my legs.

After 1 hours. I came out tying bathrob around body . I made my towards closest . I took black pant and shirt with some minimalist accessories. I did my skincare and some makeup to cover puffy eyes and paleness of face.

I went in living room and saw Priya was talking in phone . She looked at me and said me to eat the food which was kept on dining table. I quietly nod and sat on chair and ate sandwich. 

She kept her phone inside her pocket. I think she finished her talk. She came and sat infront of me . I moved the plate near her . She looked at me then food. But I was focused more on food but suddenly she said " everything is arranged we'll after 10 minutes. So finished fast. " I nodded and continue eating but she was looking at me . After a minute I finished eating

"Let's go and where we are going?" I asked her to know what exactly she has prepared . So I can prepare my self. But her next word left me shocked.

" I know what happened with you. So we are going to Italy for continuing are left work. So let's focus on work. I'm here with whenever you need me . So let's go" she said and smiled looking at me .

" Thanks for understanding" I said like a whisper she looked at me with genuine smile and said " always even after death" . I nodded and we left for Italy.

Next day we reached the Italy and Priya had already prepared the agenda of the day . She said today we have two meetings to attend with important client who are interested to invest are a debentures. One meeting we attended in hotel my room with client which was successful.

I came to restaurant to attend next meeting as it was arranged at evening. I came alone as she was tired. I didn't want her to bother. But client are late and I hate late people.

But suddenly my eye caught a beautiful couple sitting with intertwined hand and smiling looking into eachother eyes. If he was with me we would have like this only. We would have gone out for date and talk to each while smiling wholeheartedly but he never loved me .

I was verge on cry. I tried to get rid of memories which were flowing inside my head but I couldn't. The more I tried to forget him but everytime I Missed him more than previous second.

I got up and went outside the hotel.
I sat inside car and started the engine. I drove the car to reach hotel soon but suddenly child came infront of car . I kicked on break to stop the car and fear of hurting the child. I got down and saw that child was safe. I took a deep breath to calm my anxiety and fear. But suddenly her mom came after apologize. I nodded but head saying it's okay with smile. But suddenly my eye caught the bar . I parked the car in parking area and went inside bar.

I hope atleast this will help me to forget my pain and get rid of his thoughts..

I sat on the chair near counter and said " one strong vodka" .

The waiter looked at me and ask " first time mam" I nodded.

" Please make anything which will help meto forget everything don't worry about money just make "

He nodded and gave me one drink and I drank in one sip. After drinking I ordered more and I could see he was smirking but why...

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