*Just few days after the not so nice incident, of course the guy that i liked spread the story to all of his friends. My friends started to find me weird... They have been talking about me on my back.. After that incident, me and my friend that i used to liked are not so close. I can feel that our friendship is slowly tearing apart.*
*After few weeks since the incident, the story about me is no longer on their daily topic but its still going on in my mind constantly. It hurts me and its hard not to think about it. Just as i thought i was gonna step out from my "quite kid era" then things escalated and not turning well..*
*A month had passed.. im slowly into my old self.. i guess this is how i am now. Maybe it was my fate to be alone and quite.*
*Time skips to where there was a sleep over at school. Its purpose is to motivate us to prepare for our upcoming big exam. It was fun and all, there is many activity and of course a lot of speech motivation that almost made me fell asleep.*
*Around 7pm we had our dinner together on a big plate and share together the meal with my friends. But the way theyre eating is just like a animal. To be specific, like a pig. I was disgusted.
*After eating, i saw my friend at the other group, their people is calm and eating with manners. They shared their meal equally. One of my friend from that team came to me and asked me*
"How was the meal? Have you eaten? Are you full?"
I answered "im pretty much full already. The meal is okay but my group is just a mess. Eating like a pig."
He laughed it off at reply "well you shouldve joined my group. We eat with manners."
*He was right, i shouldve joined his group. Then i would have eaten the food without feeling disgusted.*
*Around 10pm, it was time to sleep. I saw my friend that i used to like is sleeping not so far from my position. I tried not to think much about it because i want to have fun. i join my other friend to play cards outside the building and it was fun. The friend that told me to join his group was also playing cards with me. Id play with him because he's not a bad person at all. There were only the 3 of us but still its fun.*
*While we playing cards, my other 4 friends went to the grandstand and it was dark. Not lights at all. They went there and came back with only 3 members. My other friend was worried so he told them including me to find my friend that gone missing. I look at my friend (the one that ask me to join his group) and said*
"If youre coming then im coming."
He said "nah no thanks id prefer to stay here."
*Oh so he's not coming? "Oh then id stay here too."
*Then our friend thats been missing came back to us and turns out he was just pranking us*
*Spending time with my friend( the one that invite him) isnt such a bad idea i guess. He's pretty much nice to me. I think its will be good to use this excuse to forget about the not so good memories.*
*We went inside the building to where we sleep, and we continue playing cards inside. I forgot to bring my pillow to rest my head on and only brought the one to hug with. I look at his pillow and asked*
"Who's pillow is this?"
He said "Thats mine, if you want to use it, go ahead"
*So i used it and lie my head on it while playing cards with him*
*I dont know why but i want someone to share this pillow with. So i asked him*
"Hey why dont you join me laying down?" He was sitting at that time.
He reply "you can lay down first, i prefer to sit for a while"
*Hmm too bad i guess..*
