Elizabeth Olsen one shots

waiting - natasha

it never stopped.

the aching feeling never stopped.

it was always there.

you waited everyday but she was never there, you blamed clint for it but you knew it was not his fault. you cried every night hoping that she would come back and hold you, that she would wake you up and say it was just a nightmare.

but it never happened.

you waited for that day for anyone to tell you that she was found, that she was in a safe place. that she was alive but not in this universe because then maybe you would have hope, maybe it wouldnt hurt so bad, maybe you would be okay.

but it never happened.

you waited for that day to come when she would wake you up and you would run away with her, never look back and be with her forever.

but it never happened.

nothing ever happened, and it felt like everyday with your waiting you lost a part of yourself. everyday you would drain yourself, everyday you would waste just hoping she would come home.

everyday, you was killing yourself just waiting for her to come home.

you never gave up, you never let your guard down for one second. every sound you heard, every creek in the house, every footstep around you, every voice, every twig snapping outside. you always thought it was her.

every spider you found, even if it was poisonous you wouldnt kill it.

you was always waiting for her and she never came home.

nothing ever happened.

the feeling never stopped