F4 Thailand : Endgame

Twenty-Five

Scene 1

Next Morning

Ren, Mj, Maira, and Amily are at the breakfast table

Ren :- Slept well?

Amily nodded

There is complete and Awkward silence No one

Amily :- Where have you been last night? You and Maira are not at home?

Maira :- Actually I went for fresh air and When Ren joined me I take him to show some of my childhood places.

Amily just nodded in agreement

There is again awkward silence finally maira broke it

Maira :- Amily... (Amily hummed) Can I ask you something

Amily nodded without seeing up but when Maira didn't say anything for while she looked up and can see uncomfortable look of Maira she also noticed looked between Maira and Ren, So she know what she want to ask but she feels bad as her friend is not comfortable to ask her something so she assured her

Amily (Puts her hand on maira's) :- Maira You can Ask me anything I'll reply you honestly, I never lied to you or hide anything with you when you asked something right?

Maira :- But I don't want to invade your personal space

Amily :- (Smiled) I am at your home with my friends searching about your father. Am I Invading your privacy? (Maira Denied) Maira I Was afraid of asking questions So i know how it feel when you want to ask something and You can't, I dont want that Awkwardness or fear between us. You can ask me anything, If i feel that I can't share it with you i will tell you. Is it ok for you?

Maira :- (Nodded) Amy.. What happened last night? Why did P'Mj have to share Room with you? (Sighed) If you don't want to tell you have all right You are not forced.

Amily looked between Mj and Ren both signal her to do what she feels right.

Amily :- I had a Panic Attack last night, I have a fear of losing my people, Its my child hood trauma I generally get hold of my fear but sometimes when something happens which triggers my Fear I went into Panic Attack. Do you remember when Gorya got framed when R is not here, I called you in panic, That time also my fear triggered as i thought I would have lost T, My T who is changing now. Normally I took medicines so I don't have attack during day but they wont work for night as I got nightmares whenever something like this happened to me.

Maira :- So what happened this time to trigger your fear?

Amily :- The Attack, On that day I thought I almost Lost Gorya and T. I was not feared to die but I can't handle to loss my people, You remember When we met and you asked me that Why i dont have many friends, This is also the reason apart from what i told you I feared to be betrayed, To left alone, I feared to loosing my people. As much as I get attached to someone the fear of losing them is automatically triggered. And now losing Gorya, Kaning and You is equally painful for me as much as losing F4. I can't loss anyone one of you.

Amily puts her head down she is not facing anyone Maira came and hugged her

Maira :- I .cant promise you about others but I am not going anywhere not now not ever. I will stay with you like your shadow and wont go even if you want me to go got it.

Maira sit back at her place

Maira :- Won't others know about your condition?

Amily :- They slightly do, P'mira, R and M knows about my nightmare and Panic attacks. About P'tia, Kev and T they only know about my panic state that occur whenever my pa is around. Apparently they have idea that there is something wrong with me but they never asked and I never told them myself.