4th chapter: older and still nothing!

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Hello diary,

I am one exact year older now.

Do I feel like being 18 years old?

No.

I still feel like 14 years old.

I mean it's already been a week from my birthday, but nothing changed my opinion on my age.

Well, the crush I had, is still pretty real. But I still can't figure how to to talk to her.

She's someone I could never talk to, like I do with other people. I mean I could talk to her, but something tells me not to.

But on the other hand what could go wrong?

She could tell me to piss off. Or something like that. But I think what would be weirder that if she was not rejecting me, that she'd be not honest.

And why am I even trying I don't even really know if she knows me.

I said to myself to wait for a right moment. Whenever that will be.

I think I am going to confess in a week or so.

Or a month.

Or never.

We'll see then!

Bye.

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