dead flower ★ seunglix

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-flashback to the times when i'm with you-

felix wrapped his hand around seungmin's waist, pulling him closer. the sound of waves splashing, the soothing breeze, and the beautiful scenery was all they needed just to feel alive.

felix leaned his head onto seungmin's shoulder, smiling. the other sighs in relief.

"we're married now..." the older mumbled. "it feels like we just graduated high school."

"ah yes, the good memories during that time... i still remember the 'minsung' incident." the two chuckled, recalling the past.

"yeah, jisung is still in denial saying that they're not dating when they kissed right in front of us... it didn't look like an accident, too!" he added, laughing again.

seungmin sighed. "heard binchan got two kids. glad they have a happy family."

"what about us?" felix blinked.

"i can't handle kids..." the taller murmured, making a pouty face.

"awh..." the other giggled. "it's okay. but what if we do have a kid? what would we name them?"

"i don't know. if a girl then paris, if a boy then francis?"

"you're so obsessed with france. choose another place, god damn it." the smaller pinched his cheek, earning a whine.

"fine... i guess sky would be perfect. fits both genders." seungmin leaned his head on felix's.

"that's a great choice." felix smiled.

the two sat in comfortable silence, admiring the view of the beach.

"seungmin."

"yes, felix?"

"if i die, would you remarry?" he looked at him with a hesitant look.

seungmin thought about it for a second. he doubts that felix would die before he does, but he knows the answer to his question.

"of course not."

"why not? you'll find someone better than me, someone prettier than me, someone nicer than me..." felix had a somewhat sad expression on his face.

"hmph, i doubt anyone could be more perfect than you." seungmin gently patted his head.

"you're already enough for me. if you even die first, i'll be at your grave everyday. i'll remind you of how much i loved you, how much you meant the whole entire world to me, how much you made my life colourful. i'll listen to every voicemail you send to me, i'll put on your perfume everyday, i'll wear some of your clothes, i'll go through all the pictures of you just so i can remember... how you look like, how you sounded like, how your personality was... felix, the reason why i married you... is because you're you. so please, don't you ever ask me that again, knowing the answer. i will never marry someone else when you're still with me in my heart."

tears prickled in felix's eyes.

"seungmin..."

his voice breaks when he says, "i'll do the same... if you die first." he sobs.

seungmin panicked when felix started crying. "wait, oh- i'm so sorry! i- i'll-"

"no, it's okay..." felix tried to stop him from freaking out.

the taller took his face in his hands, trying to wipe his tears away. the other giggled, leaving a lingering kiss on his lips.

"i love you, seungmin. so much."

"i love you too, felix. so much more."

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seungmin's pov

what a dream

i wish it lasted forever

felix

i miss you

i wish you were here

i wish you never died

i wish you never got sick

i wish they never took you

felix

please never leave me

even after i see you one last time

i love you

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i cried when making this (⁠╯⁠︵⁠╰⁠,⁠) so short but so saddddd byebyeeee see you in the next chapter!!