TW
Mention of sh!
Onto the Chapter...
Y/n's POV.
I was sitting in my room, looking at my computer screen. I really needed to finish this. But, I just don't have the motivation to. Y'know? I guess I've been in a very depressive state lately. I haven't seen Jake in a while. I haven't been out of my room for about 2 days. Unless it was to get a shower. But that's it. I haven't ate in what feels like weeks. I get snapped out of my thoughts as I see Jake standing right beside me. "Love..?" He asks, in a very sad and crying worthy tone. I didn't answer. He grabbed my wrist and squeezed a bit. I tried not to wince but, it hurt because of my fresh cuts.
He looked at me with worried eyes and sat down beside me. "Love, you didn't do what I think you did, did you..?" I tried not to hide it but, I couldn't help but start to crawl in his lap and start sobbing. "Shh... It's alright love.." I start crying a bit harder, I look into his eyes as I start to say, "Jake.. I-I'm so so so sorry!..." "It's alright love. It's not your fault anyways.." he said calmly. "But, it is my fau-" "No it's not love. Don't say that. It's not your fault at all...." "Love don't mind me asking but... Are the cuts bad..?" I looked down at my arm and rolled up my sleeve to show him. He looked at me with even more sadness. They were deep, and I wish I never made them like that, or made them a thing at all. But before I knew it, he lightly kissed me on the lips, I thought he was going to let go, but he didn't. We were like this for a few minutes, but then he let go. "Y/n, would you want to go look at the stars with me?" He asks, "Of course I would Jake, I would love to!" He smiled at me and picked me up, putting me on his back, heading downstairs.
We eventually get to the door, he opens the door and sits me down, and then sits himself down, "Come sit in my lap darling," I quickly crawl into his lap, knowing we're gonna cuddle the rest of the night. I get in his lap and rest my head on his chest, "I love you darling.." "I love you to Jake..."
Today was just beautiful, and full of
STARS & SCARS...
