Queen Of His Dark World |18+

I wanna to feel you

Ruhani pov 

I was laying down on bed all naked covering myself with quilt and waiting for my husband to come and fuck me. I literally don't understand what's happening with me. I who don't used to like him a bit and now I am waiting for him. With each passing second my breath is becoming heavier because of nervousness, excitement and desire of feeling him close to me again. Yes I want him close to me because I feel good, protected, safe and lovable. I always lived alone and now finding someone so close to me is changing something in me and my body. Yes I desired him. If because of sex I can be close with him then I am ready to have sex with him every single day. 

" I want him because I need him" I said internally. 

I tilted my head when I heard the sound of bang there stood my jallad all in his glory. He strode towards me with his big steps and within a second he was standing beside me. I bite my lower lip in nervousness because of his piercing gaze on me. He removed his shoes along with his shocks. Then he removed the quilt and hovered over me and covered both of us completely head to toe. Our hot breaths were mixing with each other. 

" Look at me my queen " he said and pressed his body more in me. Now my breast pressed with his hard clothed chest. 

" I am feeling shy " I said meekly.

" If you were feeling shy then why didn't you deny on call ? " He asked me.

" If I deny you will get angry " I said. He held my chin lovingly and made me look into his eyes and said " Remember that one thing I am your husband I have all rights on you but that doesn't change this fact that it's your body. If you don't want it you can deny me. If my kinks make you uncomfortable you can deny me. It's not necessary what I like you also like. " He completed and placed a kiss on both of my cheeks. 

" And yes I will not be angry with you if you deny me. " He said lovingly and I can see honesty in his eyes. His words made me feel something, something good for him. 

He pecked my forehead lovingly and was about to remove the quilt to get down from bed but I stopped him by holding his shoulder. He looked at me and raised his eyebrows in a questioning manner. 

I cleared my throat and said " can you please make me feel that I am not alone in this cruel world " I pleaded and a lump formed in my throat. 

" How ? " He asked me innocently. 

" Please make me feel close to you" I said with teary eyes. 

" But you are already close to me " he said innocently.

"Yes but I want you to be closer both physically and mentally. I want you to kiss every inch of my body , I wanna to feel warmth of your body , I wanna to feel that I have someone who is mine only mine , I wanna to feel that I have someone with whom I can share my all pain and sorrows, I wanna to feel you inside me " I said and tears were rolling down from my cheeks. He was looking at me with unknown emotions. 

" Please " I said.

He cupped my face and touched his forehead to mine and inhaled deeply. We remain just like that only for fifteen minutes feeling close to each other. He took a back and placed a deep kiss on my left cheek and said " I am yours ,only yours, and always remain yours “ then he placed a deep kiss on my right cheek and I closed my eyes, feeling him. These kisses are not giving me the vibe of lust. They were pure and divine feelings just like those feelings Which is arising in my heart for him. 

" You are lovable Ruhani " he said and placed a kiss on my nose and said " I am always here to protect you " his words working like ' marham ' on my wounded soul.