Secret [Jaywon fanfic]

Chapter 13

"Shit, I shouldn't have said that to him!" Jay said slapping himself in the face. Jay walked around his condo thinking about what Jungwon said. "So yall are coming find me?" Jay said laughing. "What plane did yall take? Hold the fuck up!" Jake pulls his phone out and continues to dial Jungwon's number.

"Jay! I'm going to beat your ass!" Heeseung said answering the phone.

"Oh, thanks, thought you missed me. I missed you but whatever." Jay said rolling his eyes as he heard his brothers statement.

"Sorry Jay hyung!" Jungwon said grabbing his phone back.

"Your good Choco!" Jay said smiling even though Jungwon couldn't see it.

"What do you need?" Jungwon said confused.

"What flight are yall on? I'll come get yall." Jay said.

"Flight 18, Seoul to Seattle. Dela airlines." Jungwon said.

"Ok, I'll find out when the plane lands and I'll come get yall!" Jay said hanging up.

"Hyung wait!" Jungwon said as he heard the line cut. "Jay is extremely impatient."

"I know, he's my brother..." Heeseung said laughing.

"I know too! He's like a sad puppy?" Jake said laughing.

"Heeseung. So, are you and Jungwon calling the engagement and all off?" Sunghoon said looking at the older.

"That's up to him to decide. I want whatever he chooses. I want him to be happy. Then I can figure things out for myself." Heeseung said looking at Jungwon smiling.

"We're going to call the engagement off for now. I think, since I remember everything and everyone probably will also soon, that we should just go back to being best friends." Jungwon said turning to Heeseung and smiling.

Jungwon knew that Heeseung was slowly getting his memories of everything back. Before everyone forgot everything Heeseung told Jungwon something important to him.

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Flash back  (2 years ago)

"Jungwon?" Heeseung said opening the front door.

"Hey Heeseung! Oh? Are you ok?" Jungwon said entering the house. Jungwon looked at the older in front of him. Heeseungs pretty eyes were swollen and red. Has he been crying? Jungwon thought as he looked at the older. "Heeseung? What's wrong?" Jungwon said hugging the older.

"So, I know you know that I liked you. Right? Well, I don't like you anymore but it's not like it's an issue or anything. I know you and Jay have something now. I'm really good at moving on." Heeseung said looking at Jungwon, starting to cry. "I think I like two people..." Heeseung said crying wiping his eyes. Heeseung kept choking tears out. "I'm sorry for bothering you with my problems, Jungwon..."

"Heeseung..." Jungwon said hugging Heeseung once more. "Jay said he wasn't going to wake up till  11:30, it's only 10:56. So, we can talk for a little?" Jungwon said looking at Heeseung.

"Sure, thank you Won." Heeseung said smiling at the younger.

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"So, since your calmed down. You wanna talk about it now?"

"Yea." Heeseung said looking at Jungwon.

"Ok, remember, you can tell me anything! I'll keep it a secret." Jungwon said smiling at Heeseung.

"Ok. So, when Jay and me first moved here we met Sunghoon, Jake, and Ni-ki. We went ice skating and we met them all. Jay thought that Sunghoon was really handsome, so he went talk to him. While I stood near him and just waited for him to stop talking to Sunghoon. He ended up befriending the whole group and we all became friends after that day. When Jay was busy talking to Sunghoon when we first met them, I was observing Jake. I thought he was adorable. He was really cute. I actually talked to Jake the whole night. He told me all about himself and I just really liked him since the second I saw him." Heeseung said looking at Jungwon smiling. "What I'm trying to say is, is that I think that way again about him. But for some reason it's not just Jake. Its Sunghoon to..." Heeseung said quickly changing his smile to a frown. "Jay always liked him. But I did to from time to time. But since Jake and Sunghoon started dating I just feel jealous. I feel like it should be me with Jake. But then I feel like it should be me with Sunghoon." Heeseung said crying. "I don't know what to do anymore! I can't do or say anything! I'll ruin their relationship!" Heeseung said starting to choke on his tears.

"Heeseung, breath first of all! Second, I think you need to one day talk to the both of them about how you feel." Jungwon said looking at Heeseung. Jungwon grabbed Heeseungs hand and looked at him in the eyes. "I think that one day, you'll be as happy as me and Jay." Jungwon said smiling at the older. "You need happiness in your life. Always!"

"Thank you Jungwon." Heeseung said smiling at the younger.

End of flashback 

"Jungwon?" Heeseung said looking at Jungwon.

"Oh! Sorry what!" Jungwon said looking at Heeseung.

"Are you ok? You looked lost for a few seconds?" Heeseung said laughing at the younger.

"Oh! I was thinking about something, sorry!" Jungwon said smiling.

"Your good! What was it?" Heeseung said looking at Jungwon a bit confused.

"I just thought about something you told me a few years back. I remembered it a few days ago." Jungwon said looking at Heeseung.

"Jungwon, follow me to the restroom real quick?" Heeseung said opening his eyes wide.

"Ok?" Jungwon said getting up following Heeseung to the restroom. "What is it?" Jungwon said as Heeseung closed the door.

"I just remembered something after you said that...Jungwon. What you were talking about just now? Does it involve Jake and Sunghoon?" Heeseung said looking at Jungwon.

"Yes..."

"I remember now!"

"Is that a good or bad thing?"

"Won, it's a good thing. I talked to them about it also! But hopefully they don't remember it..."

"Why is that?"

"I don't remember? Just, I don't think something good happened? It's like this gut feeling?"

"Maybe something good did happen!" Jungwon said grabbing Heeseungs hands. "Let's go back out to the oth-"

"Fuck you Jake!"

"Who said that..?" Jungwon said turning around to the door.

"That's Sunghoons voice..." Heeseung said as he went to open the restroom door as it was thrown open.

Sunghoon was pissed. He was really fucking pissed. But why?

"You fucked him?!" Sunghoon said grabbing the hem of Heeseungs shirt.

"What!?" Heeseung said pushing Sunghoon off of him.

"You fucked my boyfriend!!?" Sunghoon said grabbing his face as he started going light headed. "Fuck..." Sunghoon said as he felt his nose start bleeding. "Jake? Do you not love me anymore..?" Sunghoon said facing Jake as he was running to catch him from falling.

"Group activity..." Jake said as he grabbed Sunghoon's body. "You remember that night right?" Jake said looking at Heeseung.

"I don't..." Heeseung said looking at Jake. "I feel like I'm slowly remembering it, but I can't right now..." Heeseung said looking at Jake one more time.

"I'll wait for the both of you to remember then." Jake said looking at his boyfriend then at Heeseung. "Jungwon, when they both remember, prepare yourself. If you still love Heeseung, prepare yourself." Jake said playing with Sunghoon's hair.

Oh god, what did I do... Heeseung said looking at Jake and Sunghoon then redirecting his gaze to Jungwon.