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Lost First Love

Next day was weekend for 2 days, Haru already misses Hiro, but there's nothing she can do about it...

Haru was so bored that she cant hold it back anymore, so she chatted with Hiro again and again until Hiro finaly said could you not chat with me everyday, when he said that Haru knew that Hiro found Haru unexpectedly Persistent, Haru was sad but she cant say that so she said ok then...

When this happen Haru somehow becane afraid of wanting to chat with Hiro again, so she stopped chatting with Hiro for 2 months, Haru thought that Hiro would've at least say Hi at the end but unfortunately Hiro didnt, that kind of pierce Haru's heart.

She always thought it hurts why won't he start chatting first? why wont he ask me questions? Why does he always go beyond my expectations then crush it half way...

Haru cried but it wasnt that serious...

Haru went to school like normal, and Haru always looks foward to the end of school , because Haru is the same bus with Hiro, and also Yume included...

Haru felt as if she was an awful friend to Yume, since she was jealous of Yume even though they're friends, Haru is always jealous of Yume for being able to talk to Hiro, because Haru cant...

Everytime Yume talks to Hiro...Hiro looks really happy, Haru was happy for Hiro but it also hurts Haru since he wont smile for Haru like that,no matter what...

After a few months later things were all normal until...Yume asked Haru... Haru do you know that Hiro likes someone, Yume told Haru this cause she knows that Haru loves Hiro so much, Haru said well yea Hiro did mention he likes someone last year, why do you ask? When Yume ask this Haru felt as if her heart aches... Then Yume persistently said are you sure you want to know? Are You sure you wont be mad? Are you sure you wont hate that person? Haru keep saying no i wont mind , why are you like this, is it you lol?

Haru thought she was just kidding...
But not until Yume showed Haru screenshots of her messages with Hiro, it says something like Yume , i like you, i Know i might be bothering you and so i apologise but if you hate me and so if you dont want to chat with me anymore i wont mind, but please consider me as friend first k...

Haru was shocked, suddenly tears drop out of her eyes continuosly non-stop, she even felt as if she wanted to shout because it was really painful, Haru didnt want to worry Yume so she said Yume it seems like Hiro likes you huh, I'm happy that he likes you, give him a chance ok , he's a really good guy, i trust you and so I'll leave him in your care from now on...

When Haru typed this, tears over flowed because Haru felt as if the reality overwhelmed her and she then thought reality is so cruel, why does it have to be like this, no wonder he's always like that to me,

Yume then said dont worry i wont take him from you, i know you've liked him for a long time.

Haru was happy when Yume said that but Haru wont let her selfish desires take over her and so she wanted Hiro to be happy with the one he loves...so Haru said something like dont worry i dont like that ugly guy anymore anyway so go ahead and be close to him... Haru was desperate to shout...all negative thought was flowing in her head, it felt as if her head was going to explode...

Haru cried until her eyes was all swollen but she felt stupid since now that all the burden she kept for 4 years wasnt even needed...Haru kept repeating in her head Hiro you idiot why did you give me so much expectations but i was even more of  a fool for even falling for you first, Hiro, Hiro, Hiro why ? I loved you so much, and now after 4 years all my efforts was wasted...