BLACK SWAN

Juliette Rosé Bernard is her name

Ryan repeats her name as if he is trying to recall something , " Juliette Bernard....I think I know this name..but how.. where...why that name sounds so similar " Ryan murmured this word to himself ...he wasn't expecting another voice from behind going to reply " of course you might know her name she is the BEST and famous ballerina afterall " a man with a deep voice with mixed of  French accent answered. Ryan turned around and saw a young man wearing a blue shirt with beige trouser standing behind putting his hands in his pockets. He walked towards Juliette who was still sitting on her stool with a lost reaction on her beautiful face. That man hold her left hand gently as if he is helping her to stand up and hand her a mobility canes ( a stick that blind person use for walking) . And they both left, left Ryan in a shoking situation...." Is she ... blind!..her ocean blue are not for use " Ryan thought...."she never witnessed the performance she delivered on the stage...she is blind! ....but she is like a fairy more than a fairy...." There were many thoughts such as this starts to circulate in his head. Ryan put his face on his hands, Ryan know this feeling that he is having right now....but why! and how? He don't even know her....or wait maybe he does know her...but why her name sounds so similar...why? Why? Why? Than he took a deep breath as he is making himself ready for something and than check the time and left.

                    Ryan informed Charlie and the other guy that he is not feeling well so he is going back to home. Charlie didn't asked him what the matter because he knows that Ryan won't explain at that time...
                    Ryan Hemsworth, his hometown is at Newcastle but for studies he lives in Canberra in rent, he is a quiet introvert nice guy. Don't talk much but can hold a informative conversation over any topic. And has only one true friend Charlie...they both are childhood friend...he was the only back power for Ryan when they both left Newcastle.
                    Ryan took the stairs even though he can totally used the elevator...he thinks using stairs could make him healthy... sounds weird but what can we do...he lives on the fifth floor and when he reached there and about to put his key on the lock...he saw something from the side of his eyes which makes him turned around back with a speed of light...he saw the opposite apartment boor in front of him... and the name plate over it...  "Room No. 19 Juliette Rosé Bernard" written on the door plate .....YES! that's why! That's why her name sounds so similar to him..!!! It's been a year since he came to that apartment and for like everyday... every night he saw that plat whenever he passed by...he bearly even saw her.... maybe their timeline was different so that's why they never crossed eachother's path. Ryan stood there while staring at the door plate for a while... and than said out " is it her....the black swan... Juliette Bernard... Juliette Rosé Bernard..... does she lives here...in the opposite apartment of mine...." . Ryan thought he would knock on her door...but than he stopped and said " maybe she haven't came back yet"

                 Ryan went to his apartment wishing that Juliette will come back with two coffee on her and knock on his door...as if they are married couples... which he to totally knew that is a fairytale...Ryan threw his leather bag on his bed and went to take a shower. Ryan knew that he is falling in love with her... because he is having the same heartache he had when he first fell in love with Merry...his first love...but she lost her life in a car accident...this is another reason why Ryan left his city... it's been almost half an year since she left...Ryan felt so shameful to have the same feeling for someone else after Merry... under the shower Ryan rubs his face for top and bottom and tears fall down through his fingers gap, he doesn't know how to control himself in this situation...that same heartache is reminding him about Merry... and also showing him the magestic Bella steps over the stage...as if Merry is doing that balle in black tutu...but after the flying spin she did and when her two black feathers like hands flew over and revealed her face...it was not Merry... it was a orenge hair pale skin, red small lips with a ocean blue eyes... girl... Juliette Rosé Bernard... dancing....and yes...the piano along with the violin announced that painter Ryan Smith Hemsworth again fell in love... with the French ballerina Juliette Rosé Bernard .

             Ryan came out from the shower and poured himself some scotch . He took a sip and sat on his table to finish his work which he should have done in the auditorium...he had memories the all steps and moves the black swan had done on the stage....now he has to express her through his memory on his paper....in almost 20 minutes when he was about to do so finishing touch...he heard... Juliette is back..she unlocked her door and heard a man's voice saying" good bye" in French and Juliette said "bye" in French too and then the man left the she went in and locked her door...this is the first time Ryan being so attentive towards his neighbours...Ryan put the pencil over the paper and stood up and walked towards his door .