My Mythical Diary/Journal

What happened + more info

Last night there were two black cars outside of where I live, and someone kept tapping on my window. I also heard thuds and a kid screaming for help but I didn't investigate for my own safety knowing it could be a trap. I'll be honest, I've been on the dark web, and I've searched up my name to find files and files on me. Sadly the browser I use is a private browser so I can't screenshot, but it freaked me out so bad. Everything keeps getting worse and worse and I feel that one of these days I'm going to get caught even though I've been mostly smart with staying safe. I don't know what to do at this point, I don't want to get caught. I know for sure that there's a huge hunter organization that's been after me and others, it's made up of around 2,000 hunters and some of them are from huge company files so they can access almost anything through the internet. One of my ex friends is apart of this group, they did say they would try to keep them away after I stopped being friends with them because I'd rather lose them than get caught but right now it seems they lied and I was right to leave them. I honestly really don't want to die yet. Last night something made me really violent, I don't even know what happened, I broke my journal by stabbing it with a pen so yeah. After the episode of rage ended I felt very very sick, I don't know what they're doing to me. I'm scared, stressed, and more. I hate this, but I don't have a choice on backing out even though I really wish I could. It's cold where I live tbh. Anyways, I have no clue what I'm supposed to do with all that's happened. I'll continue to update unless I end up in a mental hospital again because the county thinks I need too because of the violent episodes. I hope your day has been better than mine.