Buddie

Everything isn't enough

Thank you for reading this far again not sure how many I'll write but it will be a few.

Buck decides to speak up again"Hey Eddie can I come round for a bit I promise I'll try and stay away so Chris won't know but it's been a while since I've seen him."Eddie just nods wanting buck to come round and the early he comes round the quicker Chris will stop whining.

After a somewhat q#### shift Eddie goes back to his house getting ready for buck to come over.Buck returns to his apartment getting undressed from his work clothes and getting in the shower.

After a few short minutes of buck singing about Eddie in the shower he gets out and dries his hair off with a towel.Buck after a few minutes of just standing there thinking off what to wear he finally moves over to his wardrobe.

Buck grabs a pair of socks,maroon coloured shorts,grey tank top and a nice,comfy,oversized purple hoodie.Buck gets dressed and goes downstairs and lingers at the door wondering wether or not it's too earlier.

After a few short minutes of having his hand over the door knob buck opens it and grabs his keys and heads for his car.On his face is a smile which reaches across his entire face.

He feels his phone vibrate in his pocket and he notices it's Eddie.'Hey you coming or not.'Buck can't help but let out a little laugh before replying.'Yea on my way now.'

Buck gets in his car and starts driving to Eddie's house.After a short drive which felt like forever buck gets to the front of Eddie's door and knocks."Hello who is it."Buck hears from inside from a voice which seems like Chris'.

"It's me Chris your favourite person."He hears Chris giggle as Eddie opens the door."Huh looks like it's just the delivery man."Eddie chuckles and opens the door more allowing buck inside and letting him see Chris.

"What are you getting for take out then."Buck asking while picking Christopher up and throwing him in the air."Hmh What?"Eddie looks over to buck."you said I was the delivery man so I just thought you were getting something."Eddie chuckles and shakes his head."It's called sarcasm buck."

Buck looks a little confused still but ends up just forgetting about it and walk over to the kitchen.Eddie follows him and buck goes to sit on the sofa."so why did you actually let me come round Eddie."Buck whispers over to Eddie seeing that Eddie looks slightly scared but comforted by buck."I'm planning on telling Chris about us."Eddie reaches over and places his hand over bucks.

"That's good Eddie."Buck looks up at Eddie with a smile on his face but he immediately stops when he realises that Eddie isn't smiling."What's wrong Eddie."Buck looks a little concerned now.

"Where will Chris go when we tell him."Buck just look slightly confused."What do you mean Eddie."Eddie tried his hardest to stare at buck but just ends up having his head fall back down."Last time I told him I was dating someone he freaked out and ran to you but he won't be able to this time."Buck slowly start to realise what Eddie means and walks round the counter and gives Eddie a hug.

Chris walks in and walks over to them adding himself into the hug.This action breaks Eddie and he falls to the floor crying."What's the matter dad why are you crying what's wrong did I do something."Chris blurts out clearly worried and confused."No Chris you didn't do anything but you go sit on the sofa and I'll sort Eddie out ok."Chris nods and heads back to the sofa.

"Buck I'm not ready I can't tell Chris."Buck pauses before speaking."Hell find out sooner than you think and I can't keep hiding this from Chris."Eddie looks up at buck."At least you get time to tell people I've not had anytime at all."Eddie has a little anger in his voice when Buck gets up.

"You're right you're not ready and I pushed you."he says before leaving the kitchen before leaving the house leaving Eddie in the kitchen on his own.The load thud of the door scares Eddie with a jolt as he tries to move but ends up just falling.The tears down Eddie's face become more rapid and he just lays there.

Buck gets in his car and starts driving away and he rings up Carla."Hey Carla can you go pick up Chris please Eddie isn't having the best of days."Buck says while on the phone to Carla."Yea of course I can Buck it's always a pleasure to have Chris."Carla repeats already leaving her house."Thanks Carla there is a key under the door mat of Eddie's house."Buck then hangs up the phone and finally arrives at his apartment.

Buck walks up to his bed and slams himself face down onto it.He grabs his phone and tries to ring Eddie.'Straight to voicemail'Buck gives a sigh when he reads the text from Carla.'Picked up Chris but I'm not sure what you meant by Eddie was having a bad day he seemed fine when I saw him.'After fully reading Carla's message about 5 times over he drops his phone flat on his stomach crying.

His crying last for about 10 minutes before he finally falls asleep.The next morning he gets up and plans to get Eddie to talk to him at work.After buck is completely ready he is in his car and off to work.

Once buck finally reaches the station he sees Eddie in the gym and walks over to him.Eddie seeing Buck immediately moves away and heads to the showers.

Buck being buck decides to wait outside the showers.Eddie finally gets out the shower and he's clearly been crying but when he sees buck he just turns around and walks back in hearing buck only say a few words before shouting the door."Wait Eddie I'm-"

Thank you for reading chapter 6 I hope you enjoyed it and I hope chapter 7 will be out soon.💙💜💙