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11

》Delvin Ross

Ray just pulled up to my house, I grabbed ma things and walked to the door while he did whatever he was doing. I took the house key out ma pocket and opened the door looking inside carefully.

"What the fuck are you doin?" I heard behind me, lowkey making me startled. I huffed and turned around mugging him because he just scared me and now I'm embarrassed.

Wasn't that serious.

I opened the door and moved out the way so he could enter. I'm lowkey nervous right now. When people enter ma house it's like I'm vulnerable, I don't know how to explain it.

Like they know a piece of me I don't want them to know, ion want him to find anything unpleasing about me.

For some reason, I only want him to  think good about me. Nothing he doesn't need to be seeing.

"We gonna go to ma room..." I mumbled going upstairs, food in ma hand and bags on ma shoulder.

He didn't respond but followed me upstairs. I opened ma room door and dropped everything on the floor, putting ma food on ma bed.

I would hop right in ma sheets but i feel so unsanitized right now. It feels weird taking a shower while he's here.

Like he just finna be waiting for me...

Welp. "Imma go take a quick shower, okay?" I turn towards him, noticing his sleepy face and subway sandwich in his hand.

Where the fuck he get dat?

He slowly nodded his head looking in my eyes. I grabbed his cheek wit my hand and shook it slightly to wake him up, "and don't go yo high ass to sleep on me, okay?"

He deadpanned me making me bust out laughing.

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》Rayner Johnson

Delvin got in the shower a while ago left me alone to eat ma sandwich. I was sitting in his bed, shoes off, while scrolling through his tv. This how he be every time at ma house, comfortable.

I wish he smoked, we could be hotboxing the room together, ma favorite thing to do.

I bite into ma sandwich and take a deep breath, I'm so relaxed right now. I looked over at Delvin's food I got him. Dat shit looking mad good.

I wanna smoke, where he at? I didn't even ask if I could smoke in his room. Oh shit he in the bathroom...

Nigga probably gone slap the fuck out of me for smoking in his room so I'll wait. I put my attention back on the tv.

I completely forgot about it...

Just as I get tired of searching and finally pick something to watch Del walks out the bathroom fully dressed in another fit.

He's wearing black basketball shorts and a black shirt.

"Heyyy" he said putting his dirty clothes in their basket and jumping on his bed causing me to shake.

I missed a bite of ma food making my teeth hurt. I mugged him before taking another real bite this time.

"What we watching?" He dug through his Cane's bag. I stopped mid bite at his scent. He smells good as fuck.

"Ion know..." I mumbled breathing in and out deeply again.

He hummed and started eating.

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Del was laying on his bed watching the end credits to the movie we was watching.

Well mostly him.

He was quiet the whole time he ate his food. All up in that shit. Maybe I should've got Cane's.

We both finished our food a good minute ago and now we was just chilling.

"Ray, can we talk?" He said out of no where.

"About?" I looked up at him from ma phone.

"Like anything. Just talk." He sat up. I looked at him weird before smiling.

"Why you want me to talk so bad?" I held eye contact.

"Ion knoww. I just do," he started thinking, tilting his head up. "What do you wanna talk about?"

I thought for a second. What do I wanna know about this nigga. Oh yeah, his smell. But that's too simple. I wanna go deeper.

"...How about, a deep secret?" I ended up coming up with. He paused for a second, going in deep thought.

I just looked at him and his lips. They so juicy.... He smells so good too, I wanna cuddle into his neck so I can smell it forever.

He got up and began walking to his desk. I licked ma lips watching his ass move before he stopped.

I looked back at his head, when he started walking again. Why he look so hesitant?

What were we even talking about? I breathe in again making him turn around but this time with a notebook in his hand.

"What's dat?" I asked glancing at it.

"I'm only showing you this because you told me about...dat, and now it's ma turn." He quietly said and dropped it on the bed.

I looked between him and notebook to make sure I can grab it. He nodded his head.

I grabbed it and opened it, stopping at the first page. What is this? Outfit and clothes? I squinted at the paper due to ma low eyes.

I kept flipping pages until I came across one that I'm very familiar wit.

"Damn these mine..." I stared at them. I looked up at him. He looked nervous but was trying not to show it.

Ion see why he nervous. This shit look good as fuck.

"You like it?" He asked.

"I love it." I smiled.

He tried to mug me but ended up smiling. His smile is so pretty.

He so pretty....

I'm gone as fuck and I want him so bad....

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A/N

Sped wrote tf out this😭

Short chapter srry

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