" confess i loved you from the start "
me and Brady have been friends ever since we were younger, and i've always had a crush on him. waiting for him to make a move and realize that I'm the one for him. he's with his girlfriend, felicia. she's all he ever talks and talks about, and all i want him to do is come to me and confess his love. but recently they have been fighting because of how busy he has been with his acting gigs and volleyball games and although he loves her a lot and like obsessed with her i'm really hoping that their relationship comes to an end sooner or later.
i know, i know. im his bestfriend and wishing for him to lose the love of his life? but you don't understand. every time i hang out with him i fight the urge to tell him how much i love him and how long i've been waiting for him to realize that i could make him the happiest boy ever. she doesn't treat him right at all. she's constantly leaving him on delivered or read and that causes him to stay up longer and overthink. he's always telling me that she sees him posting on her story with other boys and it makes him really insecure and he always blames himself for stuff thats not his fault.
today, there was a party at a girls house that went to my school. of course i invited brady and of course he invited Felicia as well. while i was getting ready, doing my hair and makeup brady was on my bed watching tiktok. when i was done i tapped on his shoulder and said " I'm all done. i wore the outfit you picked yesterday" i say smiling. brady looks at me " you look fine , now lets go. Felicia has been waiting on you. " he says annoyed.
usually he doesn't act like this but i just shrugged and followed him out the house and into the car. i go front seat no matter what and when i sat down i felt him staring at me ugly. " sit in the back. Felicia told me that it isn't fair that she has to go in the back. " i look at him confused on the way he's acting. " are you okay ? " i say he proceeds to tell me " no but felicia doesn't like you and i don't want her to feel i'm picking you over her ". i look at him in shock. he never acts like this. " whatever. have fun at the party. " i say getting out the car and slamming the car door.
i start speed walking inside and once i reach my porch i start crying. i open the door and shut it. what did i ever do to him? why does he have to treat me like that? i'm in love with brady. why can't he feel the same. i go to my room crying.
i took off my pink bow dress that brady said complimented my eye color, my white sandals and white bow and got into sweat pants, a white crop and got into bed.
at about 1 or 2 in the morning i had a knock on my window. checking who it was, of course it was brady. i open my window " what do you want?? where's felicia? won't she be mad? " i say annoyed. he sighs "y/n we broke up. but i need to tell you something. " i look at him to let him know that im listening.
" i've liked you from the start. i don't know why i didn't tell you from the beginning. i've loved you ever since i've layed eyes on you. your perfect to me and i love your presence and energy. i used to get so quiet when there was no one else around, and there was just silence in between us but i didn't mind. i always feel safe with you. your my person. i've always admired you and the way you do things. i love you. "
i look at him smiling. leaning in for a kiss and once i lips meet it was like i waited for an eternity for this moment.
authors note💌: yall idk if it this cute or not and
IM SO VERY SORRY FOR LEAVING YALL FOR MONTHS. IM DEFINITELY GONNA BE MORE ACTIVE THIS SUMMER THOUGH, TRUST💯💯 also if there's any grammar mistakes im sorry i js wanted to post something bc i left yall for forever😢
