" i was doing fine without ya , till i saw your face. now i can't erase. "
today me and my ex boyfriend , brady noon got invited to an interview together for a movie we shot last year and we were love interest. we have been broken up since november and i haven't seen him since. today , i will be seeing him and im kinda nervous. i've been doing good and i started my healing process and have really been focusing on myself. i was really scared but then realized no matter what i was still going to need to face him one way or another.
i decided to take a shower , blow dry my hair and then straighten it and then do little curls at the end. i wore a little light pink bow in my hair and a cute cardigan, flared leggings and uggs. ( ik kinda basic but cute!! also if u don't like the hairstyle or outfit use your own imagination!! )
on the way to the interview i was really scared. i was thinking about him all car ride, this is the most i thought about him in a while and the more i thought about him, the more i realized i missed him.
we arrived at the place and as soon as i walked him a saw him. i literally just stared at him. he kinda just stared at me as well. i guess he was waiting for me to say something? but why would i be the one saying something? he's the one who broke up with me? he's the one who said it was to much having a girlfriend and acting? so why would i be the one saying something.
" hi " he said kinda nervously breaking the silence. i looked at him for like 2 more seconds before saying " hey ". we ended up sitting down for the interview and when i tell you that's the most awkward interview i ever had, i mean it.
it had finally ended and i said my goodbyes except to Brady i kinda just waved. i started walking away but he stopped me by saying " hey y/n, are we good? it's kinda not like how it used to be and i miss you as my bestfriend.
i wanted to say i missed you to and i wanted to say that i've been wanting to talk to you for a while. i knew this wasn't gonna be the last time we saw each other but it was to soon to forget the way he made me feel. i smiled " goodbye brady. " i said walking away. as soon as i got in the car i felt a huge wave a sadness hit me and i couldn't stop thinking about what he said to me.
authors note💌
kinda dramaticccc but what do we thinkkkk
