The People In His Head (ShinKami)

part 2

AN: sup bitches been a while I've had a sudden burst of creativity, also I've learned you're supposed to start a new line every time dialogue comes up so my writing style may have changed.

~time skip to a few days later~

Kaminari and I have become fast friends, and to my disappointment, nothing more. I really don't know why but I've fallen fast for him. I think it's the way he just stands out in a crowd, you can see he doesn't give a shit about what people think of him, and he's so sure of himself. He stands tall and bold, daring someone to talk him down from the pedestal he's put himself on. But he's not narcissistic, and wouldn't brag on himself to save the world.
"Shin, what are you staring at?" His voice brings me back from my thoughts.
"Nothing, I was zoned out."
"That's pretty fucking gay of you."
"I am pretty fucking gay."
That shuts him up. He's not homophobic by any means but it looks like he's surprised by that. After a few minutes of silence and stewing anxiety I decided to act like a mature person and ask, in a rather meeker than I meant to voice
"Kaminari, did I fuck up our friendship?"
"What? No! Shinso, absolutely not! I just... I mean... Ugh I can't find words to explain my thoughts." Oh. Well that's cool. Pretty soon after that we started playing Mario Cart, and obviously we played rainbow road.
"Shinso?"
"Yeah" I reply, still laser focused on this damned map.
"How did you know you were gay?"
Wait. Pause. hold the fucking phone. I hit the pause button on the game, 'cause this conversation is gonna need more attention but there's no fucking way I'm losing.
"Well, I don't really know. One day I was talking to a friend and he was talking about girls and I realized that most men don't like men."
"Oh. I think I might be gay." Well shit. Crushing on a straight boy is great because you know it's not going to go anywhere, but now this is a possibility it's going to be a fucking problem. Before I can say anything more the little shit unpauses the game.
"Hey that's cheating!" I yell as I crash off the course. Kami, as I've taken to calling him in my head, finish first place.
"You fucko. That's cheating." I turn to say but he's closer than I was expecting and it comes out breathier than I meant it to and fuck this whole situation is giving me gay panic. He's blushing. Hard. And then I hear something that I don't think he meant to say out loud. In a barely audible whisper
"Oh fuck. I am gay."