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𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖗𝖙𝖊𝖊𝖓

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riki keeps feeling himself slipping from what's real & what's not..

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Riki stared at the small baby in his hands, he picked him up as he cradled the small baby. So fragile, so innocent. Not tainted by the world.. Not yet.

He was so cute, so beautiful, just a small angel. Riki felt more tears prickling on his eyes, his baby was so beautiful. Both of them. 

He carefully placed Yejun down next to his twin– Yujun. 

Riki took a soft breath, he walked towards his bathroom. His mirror was cracked, it looked broken and cracked up. Tainted by the world. Riki's eyes widened at the sight, there was shards of glass on the floor, in the sink. In his hands? No. He never touched the glass...This wasn't real was it? 

It wasn't.

He was hallucinating, why would his mirror be cracked? It was not cracked. Riki stared at his reflection. That wasn't him. No. That was him, right there standing as a reflection in the mirror, but him in the past long ago back when he was in ENHYPEN. God, why couldn't he remember any of the members? Their was memories.. but he couldn't remember them all only some. More specific he could remember 3. That was just Jay, Sunoo & Heeseung... but the others? 

None. 

Absolutely nothing, he couldn't remember the rest. He could remember their faces— distorted inside his mind but was well there. One had a cat like face, small but scary. He couldn't remember the exact way his face looked small dimples appeared when he smiled; whether it was for a cruel or delightful reason. 

Other one of the members that had popped into Riki's head was a charming fellow, tan skin and.. a bright attitude. He gave off dog energy, Riki couldn't remember how sweet he was but he couldn't remember his voice, what was his name? He was Riki's favorite..He remembered how the older looked. And that he was older, how much older? About 2 years? Maybe 3 year? Riki was still unaware.

Their was another, one that started it. Someone Riki vowed to hate, after child birth, After he woken up from the coma, after he left; even if it was something he could barely remember.

Jay. 

He could remember who Jay was, actually. He knew he he was but he just couldn't place a finger on how exactly he looked, he could remember the prominent features; his smile. His nose. And his hair, smooth wavy and cut to a short length. But.. despite all that, he never had sweet memories with Jay. Or anyone of the members actually, they were all so harsh. All so horrible, why? He felt like he was some shell of person, some doll that was forgotten never used again, just rotting. Ever so slowly.