Look, it was the right time...

I suppose

I've come to realize.
Or maybe I've decided to finally sensitize.
My ignorance is only a piece of a puzzle.
A drop in an ocean of many.
I lack the reality of a modern person.
Despite me believing I've always had it.
I thought I learnt way to many lessons.
I took them for granted.
Self centered.
My reasoning is a disguise for this pride.
A fool of fools.
It's more than a lie.
My guilt has been buried alive.
How shall I survive?