𝑳𝒆𝒕 𝑴𝒆 𝑯𝒆𝒍𝒑 𝒀𝒐𝒖

𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚃𝚠𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚢 - 𝙵𝚘𝚞𝚛

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2 Year Later

25/11/2020

It's been two years since Jimin left, I still have hope that he will come back, I will wait for him until the end of my days, because I know that the person I want in my life is him, no I want no one else but him.

After that day in the hospital, since then I have been taking medication and the doses of my medicines are getting stronger, the medicine I was taking before was 50mg, now it is 150mg, yes this is the strongest, and if this is not If it takes effect, the doctors will have to prescribe me an antidepressant.

I'm not going to say that I've tried to take my own life, because that hasn't happened, at least yet, but sometimes this idea comes into my head, but I try not to pay much attention even though I know it could kill me, if not already. It's slowly killing me.

But I'm practically doing photosynthesis now if we think about it, even plants do more things than me, I don't even know how I managed to pass the year.

My diet is getting worse and worse, the only thing I do is drink water and look, most of the time I don't even have the strength to get out of bed, the school directors already know about my condition, after I had another crisis in the classroom from class and I almost ended up in the hospital again, since then they always keep an eye on me in secret.

My parents also don't leave me alone for a minute, just in my room, but they took the key and the bathroom key too, and they come every five minutes to check if I'm okay, the boys also see their concern With me, let's say I lost 8kg and looking at them I'm whiter than paper, outside of school I've fainted a few times at home due to lack of nutrients in my body, Jin has tried to take me to a psychologist a few times and I always said I didn't need it and that it was fine, but deep down I knew I was lying, not only to him but to myself.

I just want my boy here by my side again, I didn't even have time to say how I felt about him or at least ask him to be my girlfriend, I couldn't even do that.

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06:00 in the morning

I wake up to the alarm clock, I get up looking like a limp, I take a shower, get dressed and go down to the kitchen and see that bad parents have already left for work, I turn around and with my backpack on my back I go to school.

When I get there, I go towards the boys who were talking in front of our lockers, which were nearby.

- Hey guys.

- Oi Jeon.

- Hey Jungkook.

- Hi, you look pale, man. - he says in a worried tone.

- I'm fine, Hobe.

- Jungkook, are you eating right?

- No Jin, nothing stops in my stomach.