Mr and Mrs. Indecisive (ft. Yungblud)

Chapter 1: Wedding

I'm shuffling around the house like a lost dog. Us women in the wedding party stayed at Doms house and the men stayed at Adam's house.

"Nicole, what are you looking for?" Avery asks and chuckles.

"I can't find- fuck I can't remember. Oh my shoes!" I say and laugh.
"Girl you don't even have your makeup done. Sit your ass down" she says and sits me in a chair so I can get my hair and makeup done.

Scarlet finds my shoes for me and sets them near my dress.

Aubrey, my now 13 year old daughter comes over to me. "Dad texted you, he said Tom said that Scarlet would bring the littles to her And Tom's house for the night.". she says.

Aubrey switched the dad label on them about a year ago. Ryan is no longer a part of Aubrey's life, it's honestly one of the saddest things to ever happen to a young girl, so I won't get into it too much yet. So she now calls Dom her dad.

"Okay hunny. Thank you" I say with a smile.
"No problem. I'm going to go put on my dress." She says and goes into mine and Doms room to change.

"I'm already a married women, soon you're gonna be too" Avery says with a smile.

While I'm getting my makeup done I think about all Dom and I have been through. The last pregnancy I ended up having to terminate because it was atopic. So Dom and I still only have Aubrey and the twins. Jaxton was diagnosed with ADHD, Aubrey is now on antidepressants to help with her anxiety and depression, Nyx is just . . . Nyx (lmfao).

Nyx comes running over to me. "Mum look at my dress!" She says in her little accent. For about a year and a half we've lived in the UK. Dom and I bought a bigger house here so there's room for all the kids to have their own room.

"Awe look at my little flower girl" I say with a smile.
Aubrey comes out in her dress, I look at her and tear up.

"What do you think?" She asks and walks over.
"Beautiful" I say with a smile.
"What's wrong ma?" She asks.

"Nothing hun. I'm just so proud of the person you're becoming. You've grown so much, it's crazy. And you make me feel old" I laugh and hug her. She hugs me back.

"Thank you mom, now stop crying, you're going to ruin your makeup" she says and let's go then grabs a tissue and wipes my tears off.

"Here, sit down in front of me. I'll do your makeup to match your hair and dress" I say.

She smiles and sits in front of me so I can do her makeup.

"Soon you're going to be Mrs. Harrison. Are you excited?" She asks me.

"I am. I'm really excited. I'm finally going to be free from my last name and blessed with my best friends last name." I say as I have her close her eyes.

"Do you think . . . It's possible to um . . . Have my last name changed to yours and Dads? And maybe . . . He can adopt me?" She asks.

I smile. "I think that can be arranged. Are you sure it's what you want though?" I ask.

"Yeah. I mean, I'm very grateful Ryan was such a huge part of my life. He'll always be a part of me. But he's gone now mom. He wasn't my dad to begin with. I never had a biological dad. You're my biological mom. Sure Ryan raised me, but Dom has been more of a dad to me the past 2 and a half years than Ryan ever was. You guys are home." She says.

I smile wide. "Okay hun, we'll look into it." I say.

After about a half hour my hair and makeup is done so my mom and Avery come into the bedroom and help me put my wedding dress on.