Ethereal Love

Chapter 4

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pov [ shreeja ]

after the coffee with him i came back to my house . i parked my scooty at parking . i opened the main door and went upstairs as we have ground floor for parking and second floor have one hall , kitchen , and a guest room and one more bedroom for mymmy papa then on third floor there is mine and beside mine there is yash's room .

while going to my room my mother saw me and asked .....

kalyani : you are early today shreeja ...... your office time ends at 6 right ?

i closed my eyes while my back was facing i took a deep breath and turned to her ....

shreeja : yea .... actually i had half day holiday cuase i was really tired and need a break for myself ....

she looked at me suspiciously but before she could ask i cut her off and said

shreeja : mummy how is yash did you ask him .....?

kalyani : yes i asked him he said he had reached well and he is doing good .

shreeja : ok then i am going bye i am tired ....

before she could ask anything i run back to my room and closed it behind me . i took deep breath tears collected in my eyes but i controlled them .

shreeja : i know i can't lie always and truth will come one day infront of you all but i am not ready for now at least.

i kept my bag on the table and opened my cupboard kept the file inside and locked it so no one could see it .

i freshen up and sat on my bed with laptop on my lap but my mind was not at it . but later a smile come up on my lips by remembering about him .

i know its not acceptable to fall for your boss but what could i do when i did . it was not in my hand neither i did ever think like that but as time passed i fall for him harder and harder though i tried to control my feelings but all was vain but i can't tell this to anyone .

i can't love anyone . love is not in my fate and god proved me right by making me suffer from brain tumour  .

yes i have brain tumour . i dont know how many days i have but till the day i live i dont want to hurt anyone thats the reason i started keep distance from everyone .

today when from hospital i went cafe to read books to divert my mind also i cant come home without any reason . at home anyone doesn't know about my tumour. 

though i dont wanted to accept his friend request but i saw hope in his eyes for which i couldn't say no. i dont know why always i feel weak infront of him .

i tried my best to keep myself professional but now there is another relation between me and him and that is friendship . somewhere i am scared i will end up hurting him and thats the least thing i want to do .i will not forgive myself if i hurt him .

i felt tears fall from my eyes . i kept my laptop aside i hugged my knees i let the tears fall .

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days passed and our friendship grew good . we started to talk on phone sometimes talk about work and sometimes other things .in these days i got to know more about him .

in that one month passed and again the day come of my checkup. shamita calls me every sunday and saturday to talk to me as i have holiday that day and ask me about my treatment .