Ethereal Love

Chapter 6

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pov [ shreeja ]

looks like god really likes to take my exam on daily basis , everyday i have to face something and today . huh......why?

after leaving home i directly came to hospital , when my name was called i got up and went inside the cabin .

doctor was sitting at his seat , he looked at me and gestured me to sit on the chair infront of him . i took my place and looked at him .

avinash : shreeja , how are you feeling ...... ?

he asked me with smile on his but my face was neutral .

shreeja : how should i feel doctor ......?

i know i am being pessimistic but i can't help .... it had become my nature i think ....since i got to know about my condition.....

he smiled at me and said .....

avinash : shreeja , you should think positively ..... its not everytime what is predicted would become true ....

shreeja : i can't help sir , but i can't hope too . because if you know what will happen in end then why to keep your hopes high .....

there was no emotion on my face , but he looked at me with his faint smile ......

avinash : you know there is phrase , " where is a will there is way " .

i looked at him because i don't know what to say to him . whenever someone try to make me understand and make me think positively its just feel like words get stuck in my throat and i feel scared what if i speak something awful which will hurt the person infront of me .

he was again going to say something but his phone's ring stopped him . he took the call and asked someone to bring files .

i don't know why but suddenly the fear started to crawl up inside me . it felt like something is going to happen before i could think something else the door of cabin got opened and my eyes fall on the person ...... whom i wanted to be least at this place . i didn't expected him to be here not in my dreams too .

i tried my best to not show and emotions but tears started to form at back side of my eyes . the fear inside me started to take over me . i was controlling myself hardly to not breakdown .

as soon as he left my meeting with doctor continued but my mind was more than on him than doctor.

i don't know what will i answer him when he will ask what was i doing here ?

the meeting with doctor came to end . there was no change in my physic  . the tablets were not working so he changed the previous medication and prescribed others new medication. 

i came out of cabin with file in my hand . i was walking towards lift while my mind was buzzing with different thoughts before i could process someone pulled me .

i turned immediately and my body collided with that person . when i looked upward to see . it was him , his eyes were red there were so many emotions which i was unable to understand. 

he took my hand and started to take me upstairs . when we reach the terrace he left my hand . i was busy in processing what is happening around me . he was raking his hands in his hairs . he pushed his hairs back and looked at me .

i just stoodd there thinking that now i can't escape from him and his questions . i was not ready to answer but also i knew that he will not stop now .