𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐘

𝟎𝟕🥀

Omniscient

Beyoncé woke up in her bed. She didn't know how she got there. The last thing she remembered was trying to eat her food before Onika started taunting her.

The thought of it made Beyoncé tear up. She didn't like it, and it made her feel all weird. Not the good weird either.

Due to that, she switched. Quickly too. She found her knees making their way up to her chest, and her thumb going into her mouth. She tried to keep the sob in that was trying to come out, but she just couldn't hold it anymore.

Beyoncé burst into tears almost immediately. She wanted her sister. Her mother. Anyone at this point, but no one was in the room with her, which made Beyoncé cry even louder. In her mind she felt embarrassed, but she couldn't help it.

Almost immediately, Solange came running into the room after hearing her little sister sob. She ran to her bed and immediately started to rock, and shush Beyoncé so she could calm down. It seemed to have worked because Solange no longer heard her little sister crying. She looked at Beyoncé only to see that she was still crying, but silently.

"Bumble, tell me what's wrong. What happened?" Solange asked as she tried to calm Beyoncé down still. Beyoncé looked at her big sister with the biggest eyes you ever saw. They were glossy, but so pretty.

Solange melted at the cuteness of Beyoncé, but quickly pouted because she didn't know what was going on.

"Was it a bad dream?" Solange asked. Beyoncé shook her head.

"Are you going to tell me what it is?" Solange asked hoping she'd get an answer. Beyoncé only shook her head again. Solange sighed and just continued to rub her back to calm her down.

"Baby you have to tell me what's going on. I can't help you if you won't talk to me." Solange explained softly. Beyoncé only shook her head once more. She wasn't ready to talk about what happened the day before.

Solange thought for a minute, then she got an idea. "Bumble, was it a person who upset you?" She asked. Beyoncé nodded. Solange softly smiled. She was happy they were making some type of progress to see what was bothering Bey.

"Hmm, is this person a girl?" Solange asked. Beyoncé nodded once again.

"Do you know this girl?" Solange asked again. She was finally starting to put two and two together. She was beginning to get mad again.

"What's her name? Can you make the letter with your hands?" Solange asked trying to stay calm in front of her little sister.

Beyoncé formed the letter "O" with her hand, and although Solange already knew who it was, she had enough of Onika picking on her.

Beyoncé POV

I watched as Solange walked out of the room.. well stormed out. I knew I shouldn't have told her anything. She was always so protective over me and sometimes I just wanted to fight my own battles.

I mean I was more than grateful that i had her by my side all the time but I just wanted to be a regular teenager. With the way my mind was set up I know that would never happen though. I hated all of the extra attention I had. The only good thing I got out of being "special" was I didn't have to go to class if I didn't want to.

I felt myself switch to my regular self again, I was relieved. I couldn't stand being treated like a baby anymore. At least not right now.

I wanted to change out of my clothes, but I remembered we were supposed to be going somewhere. I was really hoping that didn't happen anymore, I was exhausted and I wanted everyone to leave.

I then started to hear arguing once again from Solange and Onika. I was so tired of this now. Before I got agitated even more I was going to say something.

I nearly stomped out of my room, and went to where the yelling was coming from.

"For the love of God, can both of you shut the fuck up! I'm tired of y'all constantly arguing over me! Please stop." I said rubbing my temples. My head was pounding now.

"Oh now you don't want Solange to coddle you? hm, shocking." Onika mumbled, but I heard her loud and clear.

"Onika what did I do to you? Ever since Sunday morning you've been so rude to me. All I wanted to know was who you were talking to and you made me seem like a sob story. I'm not that. I'm capable of taking care of myself if I wanted to." I said, my voice cracking. I was fed up honestly. This is why I hate being on the spectrum. Everyone thinks I'm incapable of taking care of myself but I'm more than capable but people won't see that.

"You're all up in my business. Just because you were in my house doesn't mean you can be nosy as hell." Onika said getting smart with me. I could only sigh and nod. I knew where me and her stood now and I couldn't push it any further.

I walked back to my room and closed the door. I sat on my couch and turned on the tv trying to forget everything that just happened. I eventually just dosed off once again.

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I woke up because I felt a tap on my shoulder. I rubbed my eyes trying to let my eyes get adjusted to my big light being turned on.

"Hi Bey!" I heard a familiar voice say. Once I got a good look on who it was, I realized it was my little sister Leilani.

"Oh my gosh, hi Lani." I said hugging her and pulling her next to me. I haven't seen her in so long, I almost forgot what she looked like. Her mother must've been doing good for a while.

"Mommy is in the hospital." She told me sadly. I held her hand to let her know I was there for her. I knew she would tell me why, so I didn't say anything. I waited for her to speak again.

"She lied to me and said she had been taking her medicine in rehab, and when she came home I guess she'd been doing stuff with it." Leilani spoke up. My eyes widened, I couldn't believe she was doing that in front of Leilani.

"What kind of stuff?" I asked, scared to know the answer.

Leilani hesitated a bit then spoke up again.

"She waited until she thought I was gone on the bus for school. I guess she didn't know I didn't have school that day. She assumed my bus came and got me after the usual time it gets here but I was just in my room, she didn't check there. But I was about to get some breakfast when I walked past her room, I saw her crushing up the medicine I guess from rehab because there was a big bag of it next to her. Next thing you know she's snorting it." Leilani said. I saw her eyes water and I could only hug her. My heart went out to her so bad.

Heyyyy ..

I know I disappeared but hear me out

I've been on another account where I also write stories (weirdbeyoncelover )

I've been trying to switch between these two accounts but I've mainly been on that one completely abandoning this one.

But listen, I've been working on another book (2 of them), I wanna write a few chapters before I release them. They'll be released one at a time thoughhhh

I know I've been slacking bad but I hope yall didn't forget about me and still read my books, because it means a lot when I see y'all's votes and comments🫶

I'll try to update more🫶