I'm sulking. I want to express my appreciation toward her, but she pushes me away.
I went back to my classmates and lisa, nop. share a story.. We laughed at engfa's persuasion toward Charlotte.
Then bright, wishpered to me that freen walk away upstairs.
I didn't mind it, I'm still sulking, but in one part, i know it's not good because in front of her, i allow nop to hold my hand
"She is jealous or what?" I mumbled.
"I'll be leaving for now, guys. Please watch them bright," billy say and walk towards me and kiss my head. I smiled only, and my classmates giggled. Then i looked bright, and she smirked towards his boyfriend.
We finish our project at 5: 00 pm.
My groupmates bid their goodbye.
"See you tomorrow becky" lisa and nop said. But nop looked grampy
"Bye-bye, guys!" I say
"Thank you, Rebecca, and say to Miss sarocha, our regards appreciation and to you mr bright thank you." My leader said then we nodded and smiled.
We went inside the house. "Go talk to your girl. For sure, she's mad. " Bright say, then tap my shoulder
"Do you think she's really mad?" I asked
"Yes, she is. She saw how that man touched your hand, and we saw her reaction change. That's why Billy kissed your head and looked to that boy back off." Say bright
"Ohh.. I'm in troubled, " i mumbled and bright laugh
"Yeah, you are. That's why talk to her now," he pushed me towards the stairs.
I went to our room and opened it.
I saw her sitting in her study table, and she focused on her laptop
"Gosh, she biting her pen.. so hot!" I murmured
I don't know what urge is coming into me, i walk slowly towards her direction and grab her chin, hold the pen and remove it from her mouth , and kiss her passionately.
She is shocked.. she didn't respond to my kiss, that's why i feel irritated and push her
"Why? What's wrong?" I say then caressing her cheeks
"Nothing. Are you all done to your project?"
"Yes for today, and we are continuing it tomorrow,"
"Oh.. good then, " then she faces her laptop again
"Freen.. ahm, I'm so sorry, " i say
"Sorry for," she says
"Earlier, I'm acting like a kid. I was just irritated when you pushed me. " i confess, then she looked at me.
"That is why you allowed that man intertwined your hand," she said while typing in her laptop
"No, it's not.. i warmed him yesterday not to hold my hand in public, and because of my sulking era and laughter about our one friend, i didn't notice he held my hand. I pull my hand immediately, " i explain, and she just only nodded
"Freen..."
"Hmmm..."
"Sorry na ka.."
"Hmmm...."
"Say it..."
She pulls me, causing me to sit on her lap
"What do you want me to say it?" She says in seductively
I gulped and smiled. "You forgive me."
"What if i don't want? What would you do?"
"Then.. hmmm..." Before i finish my words, she pulls me for the kiss
I responded to her with a passionately heated kiss.
I crap my arms around her neck to deepen it. We parted, and we looked to each other's eyes, and then we both laughed
"Such naughty," she says
"Me?"
"Yes, naughty kid,"
"No, I'm not. you're the one to kiss me, so naughty, not me!" I protest, then she kisses me one more "okay your naughty, " she said, and i whined, and then we both laughed.
"Freen...?"
"Hmmm....?"
"Can i go out with lisa and engfa tomorrow?"
"But you said you continued your project tomorrow?
" Yes, after that at night," i say, then she farrow her eyebrows
"Night? Where ? Where is planning to go?"
"To irin House we having a movie marathon so I'm not going home. " i say, then she looked at me blankly
"Okay then, but give me the address of that irin in case," she said, and i smiled
"Thank you!" Then i hug her.
I feel I'm just a kid asking permission in every matter i do because mom told me if i disrespect her i living in hell.
Mom told me that the freen is the coldest one and a heartless one, but now i think she's not
In my eyes, she's the most kind person.
"Hey! " i heard her calling me
I looked at her
"What happened ? why you zoon out?" She asked with worried
"Nothing . I just thinking how lucky the person you love in the future, " i say, and she looked at me with disbelief
"You think so?"
"Hmmm... "
"I'm not sure about it, but did you think i have another in the future?"
"I don't know.. perhaps, " i mumbled and hugged her.
Actually, I'm stupid to say those words because I'm wishing I'm that person but too impossible.
she didn't even share anything about her life, but she knows the whole in mine.
Now i know i like her, no, i love her, but i scared to confess it. I'm scared for rejection, not that I'm now scared to lose her.
I know this is early to feel this. It's been one month since we will know we are tied to each other.
this feeling i've never been felt to anybody even to nop or to those people who courting me.
There are so many things running in my mind about her.
But for now, i need to be patient.. we have more time, and i have more time to get to know her more.
"Hey Rebecca?" She caressing my cheeks, looking at me worried
I looked at her and smiled.
"What's wrong?" She asked, and i shook my head.
"You know freen, now i realize you are ugly," then stood up from her lap and ran to the bathroom..
"Yah!! I'm not! YOUR THE ONE UGLIER!! " she shouted, and i laughed
"Oh... really!! You looked like a monkey! I shout
"Rebecca!!!, when you get out of here.. you regret every single word you said!" She shouting then i smiled..
I took a bath for almost 30 minutes
Before i get out. I check the room to see if it is she there.
When i spotted she's not there, i quickly get out, but in my surprised
"AAAAHHHHHH!!!!!"
